Myles's Log and AB/WD journal

[MylesMyles]

Its Day 52 and i am unusually horny and i have had precum waking up in a while now and i somehow forgot the do my kegel exercises.

[MylesMyles]

DAY 53
I had a dream last night and in the dream i kept getting series of temptation to watch porn and MB but i kept saying no to it and resisting the temptation. I was really strong and adamant to not doing it and then i woke up. I know if i did it i would have had a WD but again i am happy that my strong will crossed over to the dreamland so i am glad about it.
And i know my spirituality has improved since i stopped porn and MB. Like i dont even think of MB that much again its just porn that is hunting me lol. And I KNOW once i watch porn i will MB so i wont.

[MylesMyles]

DAY 54

It has been really difficult for me i have to say, i was thisClose to deactivating my account here cos i felt somehow this forum and certain people on the chat may cause me to sin, but instead i asked AGT to disable my access to chatroom and Adult section because right now about anything seem to be a turn on, even reading about another guy shooting his load. I had a chat with someone yesterday and it lead to video calling and me almost MBing but i didn't however it took all my will power not to, since the bible said cut off all things that may cause you to sin i have deleted my messenger and the account i use for my lust for the flesh.
So y'all may no longer see me in the chatroom ever again that is if the admin can disable my access to it. So i watched and indulged in showing my tool on that webcam session and the other party was cool enough to strip as well ( i really like this person as the person is a nice and attractive person) but i just had to cut ties with this person. I am not just ABing for a WD i am doing it to stop MB and Porn and stuff like what happened for religious reasons hence why i had to cut off all the things and people who encourage me to sin.

So all my chat buddies who are really cool and who encourage ABing pls you can pm me and i will reply once i see it
And i hope people respect my step and approach to fighting this personal battle.
Thank you.

[AGT]

DAY 54

It has been really difficult for me i have to say, i was thisClose to deactivating my account here cos i felt somehow this forum and certain people on the chat may cause me to sin, but instead i asked AGT to disable my access to chatroom and Adult section.

Sorry. I cant stop anyone from entering the chat room as long as they are a member of the WDF. I can, and have, stopped Myles from entering the adults only forum.

AGT

[MylesMyles]

Thanks AGT, now i shall stay away from the chatroom. lol

[Overload]

Don't leave us Myles! I want to learn things about music from you, especially I want you to listen my demo when I release it.

It seems so many people are struggling with the chat room. I can't find time to enter there, so I don't have any idea about what's going on, but it seems I won't enter there for a while. I don't want to face with something like that.

Good luck on your ABing from porn,MB and chat room

[MylesMyles]

Hey Overload!!!
Yeah a lot going on in the chatroom, I will try to stay away. From what I noticed frequent poster like yourself and Wolf, David, AGT, Zac etc are fun and encouraging to talk to but some other members that barely post or contribute to the forum just log in there to do and carry out all sorts of rubbish including encoraging MB and porno and that defeats the purpose of the site. That is what I noticed and I hope its not just me who noticed that.

Anyways Overload how is the ABing and the music coming? Hope its going well.

[Squeeze]

I've never had any bad experiences in the chat room, but i'm not in there too often and I can see how those things could happen there. Good for you, MM, for knowing your boundaries and sticking to them. :-)

[kipman]

Myles, good job of taking care of yourself!

[MylesMyles]

Thank you Kipman and Squeeze.

So the day just ended and I have serious case of blueballs, I fill like I am about to explode. I also think I had a SE while unirating today but I didn't really care to check. I am really happy and in a good mood today.

[MylesMyles]

Day 55
Guys it happened FINALLY. It happened about. 5-6 hours after I slept, I woke up to a WD. I can't recall the dream but I woke up when the last 2 spasm of cum was oozing out so I had a little piece of fun and immediately after that I was so horny I wanted to MB but didn't want to kill my 55days record.
I wore two sets of underwear and it stained through to the boxer I was wearing... Don't worry guys I have the pictures, I did grap my fone to take pics of it and will post them later. I am so excited wow! Love this feeling.
Oh yeah when I went to pee semen or cum still came out first before the rush of urine and afterwards I noticed I still had precum coming out.
I'll post pics later.

[MylesMyles]

The pictures.... i am like a child given candy lol

[MylesMyles]

Yeah just created and updated my Signature

[davidj]

nice! congrats!

[Overload]

Hey Overload!!!
Yeah a lot going on in the chatroom, I will try to stay away. From what I noticed frequent poster like yourself and Wolf, David, AGT, Zac etc are fun and encouraging to talk to but some other members that barely post or contribute to the forum just log in there to do and carry out all sorts of rubbish including encoraging MB and porno and that defeats the purpose of the site. That is what I noticed and I hope its not just me who noticed that.

Anyways Overload how is the ABing and the music coming? Hope its going well.

Well, my AB is going well, so is music too. Trying to finish my first song, found some new parts for it and now I'm trying to arrange them. I'll PM you a very early demo of it. Your opinions are important for me.

And congrats on your WD!!! It seems you had a massive orgasm during WD, it's a huge mess! Keep going!

[Squeeze]

Awesome, eMineM!! Congrats--that was a big one, ha. Definitely a long time in the works. And congrats on witholding from MB afterwards. I know that can be pretty tempting. Here's to your next one--may it come in half the time!

Just wondering--why do you wear two pairs of underwear to sleep in?

[MylesMyles]

Thanks David.
Overload I just listened and i will send you a pm as soon as I listen again with better headphone soon. Yes the orgasm was much considering it woke me when it was almost finishing and to answer your question Squeeze I read on this forum a while back that in order to avoid messing up ur sheets with cum that wearing briefs and boxers is adviced cos they will sort of absorb most of the cum before the stain your sheets. So that's why I started wearing double underwears and it worked for menot one stain on my bedsheet (then again I woke up when the last set of cum was oozing out).



DAY 56

Today I am noticing lots of precum and random horniness every now and then... I think I am ready for my next WD. Doing my Kegels as well.

[MylesMyles]

Day 57

Wow a few hours into day 57.... Wow just 3 days away from 60 days (who ever thought right?). Having minor case of blueballs already and lots of t-buzz esp when doing the kegels (that is when I remember to do them). I think my system is starting to realise that MB isn't an option.

EDITED 8am DAY 57
I had a nightmare a last night, I can't remember that last time I had one. I was literally shaking and crying in the dream cos I lost a loved one. So when I woke up I got on my phone and started called several of my loved ones. So there was no sign of arousal then and even now.

[XRyanq]

Congrats. If u didnt wear 2 pairs of underwear that would have soaked your bed haha. Do you think kegel excersizes encourage wd's to happen?

[Ronald]

Congrats on your first WD. Myles! Keep up the good work and best wishes in getting more.

[Elemento]

congrats man. really i am on day 10 and happy I made it this far.

Keep up the good work man. I really encourage u to stay strong and not give in. Will pay off even more from what I hear. It would be awesome for me to get one eventually.

Gave up last time at day 32

[MylesMyles]

Congrats. If u didnt wear 2 pairs of underwear that would have soaked your bed haha. Do you think kegel excersizes encourage wd's to happen?

Thanks mate, I haven't really being consistant with the kegels so I highly doubt it had any connection to the WD. I somehow even feel that it may have prolonged my WD but I could be all together wrong.

congrats man. really i am on day 10 and happy I made it this far.

Keep up the good work man. I really encourage u to stay strong and not give in. Will pay off even more from what I hear. It would be awesome for me to get one eventually.

Gave up last time at day 32

Thanks Elemento, I also urge you to keep going on and I totally get why you gave up after 32days, esp when a lot of people on here don't take so long before they get their WDs. But hold on yeah?

Congrats on your first WD. Myles! Keep up the good work and best wishes in getting more.

Thanks Ronald, hoping for more a lot sooner. Hehe.

[MylesMyles]

Day 58
As I type this the boner I am getting is
wow and I am soooo horny... Trying to relax and enjoy it.

Almost 11pm and the rest of the day went smooth, was super busy with church, hanging out with family and all and hardly had time to be alone, yet alone really get horny.
Hope y'all are doing well

[MylesMyles]

DAY 60

So its officially 60 days of ABing and no porno! And 5 days since my first and only WD since ABing. Nothing much to report, I leaked precum yesterday asides that everything else is pretty normal. I think I need a shave down there (too much info I know).
Anyway I hope I won't have to wait another 55 days to get another WD though.
Thanks guys for reading my log.

[MylesMyles]

DAY 61
OMG I just woke up super horny, this horniness is like no other trying to get my mind off it and off humping my bed right now.

[MylesMyles]

So much wet patches on my underwear, leaking precum seriously and I think its due to erotic thoughts and horniness.

[Elemento]

you must be getting close. Tomorrow is day 14 and I am not really thinking about it anymore. Occasionally I will get a random hard on that seems to be intense, but it passes.

Hopefully you get one soon man. I wish I was able to precum like that. I see me precumming like that near to impossible.

If it ever does happen, will post pics. But dont hold your breath.

Good Luck man.

[c00crypt]

You're going strong, Myles. Don't give in. That's quite a patch. Maybe tonight, huh?

[Overload]

Hey Myles! Stay strong, you're so close to the top, I hope you'll reach to nirvana tonight!

Best wishes!

[MylesMyles]

Thanks guys but if you can remember or go back, my first pic on this log was a pic of my precum stained boxer wit a raging erection and you guys said I was close to a WD and it didn't come until weeks later, I really hope yall are right this time.

And no waay I'm ready to mess up my 61 days record no way esp not to MBing. If I eventually break it will be from sex and NOT MB (will be hard but I've pretty much made up my mind).

I hope y'all are good (time to visit your individual logs )