Life is a journey...

[Tomme]

Good luck! Next time you might wake up after the show..

[determined11]

So, I had an interesting experience early this morning. I had been really horny all day yesterday, and even overnight I kept waking up, finding myself right on the edge of having a huge explosion. Most of the night though I would be able to go back to sleep.

Around 6am though I woke up and it seemed as if I would just shoot without any stimulation at all. I played around with doing some kegels and was back and forth between being soft and hard. The whole time I had that feeling as if the cum were traveling down the length of my penis, and if it made it to the meatus it would just explode all over. As it turned out, I laid there for a couple minutes just rubbing it very gently with one finger and pointing it up with my thumb as it was semi-soft. It felt extremely sensitive and just rubbing with one finger was the best feeling in the world. After a minute or so of this it got really hard, I let go, and sure enough I exploded a ton of cum all over my belly and chest. I laid there for a minute more, drinking in the sensation, and realized afterward that I felt very energized and excited, far from the drained feeling I usually get when MB.

As this is typically what people report at this stage I have to believe that I was getting close to having a WD, and with all the mental stimulation I had had previous to cumming, all it took was a very tiny bit of touching to reach the edge of climax. It wasn't the best orgasm I've ever had, but it was pretty good. The intensity and pleasure seemed to be more spread out rather than just a brief minute or two as with MB, in that sense I think it was really enjoyable overall, particularly as it required so little physical stimulation. Also I did shoot a good amount of semen. Again, not the most I've ever shot, but certainly enough to be satisfying.

I'm resetting my counter, even though it's not a typical MB session for me, the reality is I don't think I would have cum if it weren't for the physical stimulation. I do think it was worth it though, hopefully next time will be a true WD, with no touching at all!

There is always next 95% keep going and Ab again.

I think I can relate to your experience. From your log it seems you did that after ~2 weeks of AB. Long enough to have your tanks full before your body starts to recycle the semen and sperms when it realizes you won't be using them (in case you go too long with the AB). so the load after 2-3 weeks AB is usually huge and big. My first MB after 4+months last year resulted in tine load but after 3 weeks I did another one and it was HUGE and the orgasm was so strong.

Good luck!

[Homenudey]

I am sorry to hear of your loss, 95%.

[kipman]

I'm so sorry, 95...

[Homenudey]

Glad for you, buddy.

[Overload]

You're right, it's a really strange dream Hope your next WD will be way better than this!

[Eleazar]

Well done with reaching the two week mark, 95%.

dude!

[seqiro]

Congrats on making it three weeks

[Jason89]

Congrats! Keep it up.

I'll be keeping an eye on this log.No touching!

[Eleazar]

Well done, 95%.

[jalepeno78]

Good job man. Your log is great.

[Eleazar]

Im sad to hear that, buddy. U were on a roll. Do u know that u can train urself to wake up whenever u begin to sleep mb? Or at least reach a certain level of consciousness where u decide to either stop or continue? It will take some time to do this but it is possible.

[Overload]

You must find a way to stop reaching your worm while you're sleeping Good luck

[ruqas]

Oh man, that is the worst!! Before I came back to the forum I had a day sorta like that. My nap was really erotic for some reason and next thing I know I wake up and start jerking and couldn't stop until I blew it... Let's pick ourselves up and try again!

[Rey92]

Hi 95! I had to dig the Logs section to find your log. LOL
Good luck with your AB, you can do it! I'm on my 32nd day of AB. This is my first official AB so I'm kind of more inspired from what I read in your log. I also needed to get a dictionary
Words I had to look up: preponderance and sporadically
Those are the new words added in my vocab.

So you're having a sleep-jerk.
I haven't done or anything similar.

Try to be in the chat more, ok?

[Overload]

Lol I think I'm about to bring a new word for it.

What a great thing... You can choose not to MB easily. I hope I'll learn how to control my urges as soon as possible.

Keep going, you're doing great!

[traveling guy]

95 -

Good to get an update. Congratuations on all the impressive abstaining...

Unsure what adivce to offer on sleep jerk though... sleep on stomach or something... IDK.

Hope you eventually get some wd's!

Take care.

TG

[Rey92]

try to stop it! Like, tie your twiddle? LOL Or yeah, wear pants and belt.

[Overload]

Good luck dude! Hope everything will be as you want

[Rey92]

Autumn might make you fall!

Good luck with your career and other things you've been into.







Impending - something that is about to happen

Thanks for another word!

[seqiro]

Good to hear things are going relatively well for you!

Hope you are rewarded for your efforts soon

[DrWinner]

Three weeks today.

Not feeling too horny since I got off of a long weekend of working night shift. Slept, went to rehearsal, and now am going back to bed as I'm exhausted.

I'm noticing that I continue to feel even more comfortable with myself since starting AB, and my interactions with other people have improved in ways that I never really expected.

For instance, in the past, I would never even think about asking a guy out unless I was absolutely sure that he was gay and that there was some level of mutual attraction. Now though, I'm finding it much easier to not get so hung up on those types of preconditions.

I think I've mentioned in the past that I was taking a break for the summer from any type of dating, relationship, or emotional attachment. Well, the summer's over and as I've prepared myself to start opening up to people again, I've noticed this big change pretty acutely. In the past couple weeks I've had several really fun interactions with guys who I may have known for months, or even years, but just never pursued anything with beyond general conversation. Some of the guys I've taken the opportunity to ask out, just to hang out of course. (At the risk of sounding like a player, I promise you I'm not.) It's surprising for me though, because I just would've never gotten myself to that place before, where I would feel comfortable asking a guy to hang out who I wasn't sure was gay, or wasn't sure was attracted to me and not just being nice. I think it's partly AB, and partly the results of my "boy-free" summer.

We'll see what happens, not sure any of these relationships will go anywhere, but as I'm realizing, you never know until you try, and whether it does or it doesn't doesn't really matter that much as long as you can do it with respect for yourself and respect for the other person.

I agree with you here. I think guys who AB get confidence too. Confidence

[Rey92]

Three weeks today.

Not feeling too horny since I got off of a long weekend of working night shift. Slept, went to rehearsal, and now am going back to bed as I'm exhausted.

I'm noticing that I continue to feel even more comfortable with myself since starting AB, and my interactions with other people have improved in ways that I never really expected.

For instance, in the past, I would never even think about asking a guy out unless I was absolutely sure that he was gay and that there was some level of mutual attraction. Now though, I'm finding it much easier to not get so hung up on those types of preconditions.

I think I've mentioned in the past that I was taking a break for the summer from any type of dating, relationship, or emotional attachment. Well, the summer's over and as I've prepared myself to start opening up to people again, I've noticed this big change pretty acutely. In the past couple weeks I've had several really fun interactions with guys who I may have known for months, or even years, but just never pursued anything with beyond general conversation. Some of the guys I've taken the opportunity to ask out, just to hang out of course. (At the risk of sounding like a player, I promise you I'm not.) It's surprising for me though, because I just would've never gotten myself to that place before, where I would feel comfortable asking a guy to hang out who I wasn't sure was gay, or wasn't sure was attracted to me and not just being nice. I think it's partly AB, and partly the results of my "boy-free" summer.

We'll see what happens, not sure any of these relationships will go anywhere, but as I'm realizing, you never know until you try, and whether it does or it doesn't doesn't really matter that much as long as you can do it with respect for yourself and respect for the other person.

Me too! More confidence and worry-free and almost care-free hahaha but then... this week is really busy for me. I hope sir Travs observation is effective. I need t relax and so have a WD soon.

[Barkin]

Not sure what did it, but my hand definitely played a part. Sleep MB'd again last night, back to day one.

I've never heard of that happening. Hey, when you feel the need to MB, just contract your PC muscle some and get some nice dry orgasms going. :-)

[Barkin]

I can totally understand the discomfort and frustration. Good luck getting where you want to be!

[mbfree]

You will do it this time, 95! Let's get some wet dreams!

[kipman]

Here's hoping for a cleanup on aisle 95! (sorry, vacuuming was as close as the smilies get)

[Rey92]

Fresh restart! Always keep it fresh and lose from any discomfort! Always have a positive outlook to our AB! Let's do this!
WD for sure.............................................................................................soon.

[Rey92]

So, I just got back from being away for a week, which was after an extremely busy work weekend. I literally have been going nonstop for a week and a half, sorry if you tried to contact me and I haven't gotten back to you, you'mll hear from me soon.

The good thing about this is it's almost like a free pass to day 7 of AB. I last MB'd a week ago, then since I was so busy I haven't even thought about it. So I'll take the head start and run with it. I am definitely noticing increased horniness, which is par for the course. I'll see what happens now that I'll be back to normal.

Welcome back!

I thought you're on a hiatus... made me think too if you're in an AB hiatus hahahahah

[Barkin]

Doing ok, was having a little extra urge to have my hands on my peepee today, but with all the excitement with the storm etc. it wasn't too much of a problem. I also put primer up in my whole living room, and helped a friend nail down part of his roof that was trying to blow away. Good distractions.

Today is day 9, I'm back in the game!

Keep going, 95! I gave in today, so here's your chance to take the momentum!