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jewfro18
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 Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 2:11 am |
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Very interesting post brosephina! keep it up! I have never seen the female perspective on something that I my whole life thought was male. Thank you!
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nightluver
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 3:14 pm |
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You know it's funny, I don't have semen, of course, but that reminds me of a feeling I get sometimes, my whole body will feel hot and tingly and swollen and I start blushing like mad, it's like my whole body gets engorged with blood, like I'm just a human-shaped piece of erectile tissue. Anyone familiar with that feeling?
Thanks for the note! I guess its common, I can imagine women feeling like that even more than men, because there have been times when my gf is just not going to take no for an answer, (Like Id really say no anyway!) but I mean she needs to have sex, NOW! Guys have cycles too, and there are days like last Friday when it took all I had to resist. Im on day 13 now, but I'm rock hard just writing this.
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2011 7:12 am |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I had another masturbation dream last night, this time it was really weird because I was doing it in public. I was in this big house that this guy had won as a prize for something (I think maybe that part came from the fact that I'm doing a lot of sweepstakes right now), and there were a bunch of ppl showing him around, but he was being a really ingrateful jerk and complaining about everything about the house, and the ppl showing him around were understandably getting pretty fed up with his attitude though they were trying to be professional and cover up how they felt (but weren't doing such a good job of that). But it was like I was invisible or thought maybe I was, anyway. I don't remember exactly but I think I was dressed and just put my hand down into my pants to touch myself. But I wasn't sure if ppl could see me or not so everytime I heard someone or saw someone heading my way I'd stop and pull my hand out of my pants. So I was stopping and starting a lot and ended up edging at least a couple times I remember cause someone got close just as I was almost ready to cum. I got glared at a few times, but I didn't know if it was them glaring at me because of what I was doing or if it was just that they were glaring cause they were mad at the guy who won the house and just happened to turn their face in my direction for a minute but they really couldn't see me. I think maybe too the theme of everyone being cranky and in a bad mood and trying to cover it up might be a reflection of my own state of mind sometimes when ABing, and I feel that way now, moody and irritable but I don't want anyone to know and I certainly don't want them to know WHY I feel this way. Again, the sensations felt very real in the dream and when I woke up I felt aroused, but only about a medium level, since that was where I was at in the dream when I woke up. And for those of you keeping track, I'm at Day 6 in my menstrual cycle and Day 5 in my AB cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 10:35 am |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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This is turning out to be an active week for me in the sex dream department!  Another one last night, really spectacular because I dreamed about Tom Chaplin, who I'm crazy in lust with at the moment. This was the dream: I'd gone to one of his band Keane's concerts and afterwards everybody was outside getting the guys to sign autographs and get their picture taken with them and stuff. I was so excited about my turn and getting to have him put his arm around me and hold me close to him like he does when he takes pictures with fans, and I had a plan to ask him for a kiss, cause on one of the fansites for Keane this one lady said she did once and Tom let her kiss him on the cheek, and it was so soft and like kissing Heaven, she said.
So when Tom came up to me I was so awestruck just having him standing right in front of me and looking right at him and him looking right at me, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to speak at all but I managed to say "Hi" while grinning and blushing like an idiot  , and he smiled at me (but of course, his wasn't an idiot smile, it was a perfect smile, like always, and he did have pink cheeks too, but again he always does, that's part of what makes him so cute) and said "Hi". I thrust out my hand that was holding whatever it was I'd brought for him to sign (I don't remember, cause that's not the important bit, I guess) and thankfully (as I'd gone mute as I'd feared) he said "Would you like for me to sign that?" in that gorgeous British accent he has. I nodded vigourusly and he took it, signed it, gave it back to me, and then (again, thankfully) my friend who I'd brought along (who was somehow unaffected by Tom's charms and therefore able to talk) said "I think she wants a picture too" while holding her camera up where he could see it. He smiled again, "of course" he said. So my friend got in front of Tom and I and Tom stood beside me and put his arm over my shoulder and pulled me to him, and my whole body was tingling and vibrating with excitement at feeling him against me. My friend took pictures and then it was over and Tom starting pulling away but still had his hand on my arm when panic gave me back my voice (albeit rather shaky) as I saw my once-in-a-lifetime chance to kiss Tom slipping away, so I said "Tom?" "Yes?" he asked, still standing right next to me, now holding my hand, looking at me intently with this expectant look in his eyes and then he licked his lips and I felt for a moment like I was going to cum right then and there just from him looking at me that way   , but I didn't and managed to ask him in my pathetic little trembling voice "Could I kiss you, just once, please?" He smiled and said "yes". As I was moving in to kiss him I was trying to decide if I should "be good" and only kiss his cheek like that other girl did, or if I should be brave and plant one on his lips (I figured if he got mad I could always say I meant to kiss his cheek and missed), but at the last moment I decided I really didn't want to scare him or make him mad, so I kissed his cheek and it WAS like kissing Heaven  , it took all my willpower to pull back instead of kissing his whole face.
Then somebody in the crowd yelled "Aw, c'mon! We wanna see a REAL kiss, not a stupid little peck on the cheek! Give us a liplock, with tounge!" Now I was the one looking at Tom expectantly and licking my lips (I swore I could still taste his skin on them) and asking "Should we?" Tom replied, "Well, if we're going to do some REAL kissing we may have to take our coats off for that, so why don't we go inside where it's a little warmer?" It was very cold out there and we were all bundled up. So I followed him inside and he helped me take off my coat and hung it up and then did the same with his coat. We kissed again, on the lips this time, but lightly and I couldn't help myself, I started unbuttoning his shirt, but he laughed against my lips and then pulled back just a bit and said "Hang on now, there'll be time for that!   " I think maybe he was a lil bit embarrassed because some of the ppl who had been watching us outside had followed us in and were still watching us. He took my hand and led me to a couch where we sat down. Then we started seriously French kissing and I had one hand in his hair (he has short hair now but a few years ago he had wonderful curls down to his shoulders, and in my dream his hair was like that again) and the other on his chest, not trying to undo more buttons but I had managed to get a couple undone before so I slipped my hand inside his shirt and ran my fingers over his chest and his nipples. He had one hand in my hair too, but instead of being on my chest (I don't know if he didn't want to go that far with ppl watching or what) his other hand was rubbing my back, it felt really nice though and he kept moving his hand lower till he reached the top of my butt. Then he started rubbing my thigh, first the outside from my hip down to my knee, then back up along the inside, using one hand on each thigh this time. I wasn't about to let go of his beautiful hair, but I took my other hand out of his shirt and put it on his thigh and did the same thing. Even though we both had jeans on, it was so incredibly arousing to feel his hands going up my thighs and when I started doing it to him he started moaning into my mouth as we were kissing, then I started moaning in the dream as well (if I was moaning out loud for real luckily it seems either nobody noticed here or they were polite enough not to mention it) and our fingers had moved up to where we were almost touching each others crotches and I was so excited thinking about that and OMG I felt like I was about to cum again! And then I woke up.  
It's so much more frustrating waking up before you cum when you're dreaming about being with someone than when it's just a masturbation dream. And especially this time because I was right on the edge when I woke up, if only I could have stayed asleep a minute longer...   What's really amazing is not only did I MB the night before I had this dream, I'd also MB another time earlier in the day, so this dream was the night after cumming twice in one day.  So this was Day 9 of my menstrual cycle and Day 1 of my AB cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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nightluver
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:41 pm |
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OMG thats very graphic. Thanks for sharing all that!  Im back at day 1 myself. I spent the w/e with my lover, but if she wasn't here, Id have either mb or made an appointment with one of my friends in the business, if you know what I mean." Sometimes you just need a good f'ing.
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2011 3:09 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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nightluver wrote: OMG thats very graphic. Thanks for sharing all that! Im back at day 1 myself. I spent the w/e with my lover, but if she wasn't here, Id have either mb or made an appointment with one of my friends in the business, if you know what I mean." Sometimes you just need a good f'ing.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Thu Sep 29, 2011 6:14 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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To keep a continuity here, I'm going to put my latest (and possibly most successful so far) sex dream here, even though I already posted it in the other section to ask if it really counted as a WD, since I dreamed that I came and felt it in the dream, but I'm not sure if I really did physically orgasm, because when I woke up I didn't feel any sense of relief or reduction in horniness (I guess it's easier for you guys to tell, cause of the stains, but then I suppose you might not be sure either if you slept a long time after the dream so that your clothes/sheets had a chance to dry out). Anyway, here it is:
This was a quite long dream, with a lot of stuff happening before it got to the sex part. I don't remember most of that in detail, but I think it involved going somewhere on vacation or something with my 2 cousins who are around my age. Anyway, we ended up on a boat with this guy, and the conversation turned towards sex, and how I was still a virgin. Also, apparently my cousins had both been with this guy before, not sure if he was their firsts our not, I think that was sort of implied, that he slept with all the girls around there and maybe also that he was pretty well-known for taking girls' virginities. So then this guy and I were naked (I'm not sure how it happened) laying on the floor of the boat, but my 2 cousins were sitting at a little table fully dressed and offering running commentary (the guy was also talking to me and also every so often to my cousins all the while, I recall his voice and what he said being very seductive but don't really recall what anyone said exactly). Strangely, he started with putting his finger im my anus, something I'm not really too keen on the idea of when I'm awake, but in the dream I accepted it. It felt good at first, then it hurt a bit, then it started feeling good again but also still hurting a little too. I guess I really wasn't too into it in the dream either, cause I was relieved when he stopped and turned me over onto my back. Then he started stroking my clit really lightly, but I was very sensitive so it felt incredible. I remember being a lil embarrassed because I was literally dripping wet, but nobody said anything about it. Then he put his fingers inside me, in my vagina this time, but it was kinda similar to before, in that it felt good right as he was first entering, then started hurting a bit, then feeling good again. But this time it didn't really hurt anymore after it started feeling good the 2nd time. After doing that for awhile, he finally put his penis in me and that felt good too, I don't remember any pain. I do remember feeling like he was touching places inside me I'd never been able to touch, or that had ever been touched before. I can't really describe the feeling but I loved it. Now I'm dying to know if sex actually feels like that? Anyway, this went on for awhile and then he started groaning like he was getting ready to cum, and I got a bit upset thinking "Oh, no, now this is all going to be over and I won't get to cum!" But then when he came, it felt like I imagine being cum inside of does (I wonder too if that feels like how I imagine?), the feeling of a hot liquid being sprayed onto those places inside me that had never been touched before, sort of like peeing really hard but in reverse is the best way I can think of to describe it. And that set me off and I came too! I remember it being more like a full-body orgasm, not just in my genitals, I thrashed around a lot and yelled. And I felt pretty wiped-out afterwards, but in a happy way. Then the dream skipped to the next day and I was so proud to not be a virgin anymore and telling all my friends about it. Then I woke up. I'm not sure if this was a real WD or not, since I did cum in the dream but I don't know if my body actually did here in the real world or not. I still felt horny when I woke up, but that can happen with WDs. So I wonder what you all think? BTW, those 2 cousins did use to come down here to visit every summer when we were kids, and we would go out on my grandparents' boat, so that may have had something to do with those things being in the dream. I also looked up what dreaming about being on a boat symbolizes, and read that it can mean that you are confident in your ability to handle emotions, or that you are going through an important life passage (which of course losing one's virginity is). Oh, and this is Day 24 of my menstrual cycle and Day 3 of my AB cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2011 3:10 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I just made it to Day 7, one full week of ABing, for only the third time ever! I'm trying for 10 days this time, don't know if I'll make it though. It's been really hard today. My lover is away this week, so no problem with that, but I just feel so...you know.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2011 6:06 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I just broke my old AB record! 8 days now! Just 2 more to go and I'll have reached my 10 day goal! Every morning for the past 3 days I've woken up to my clitoris throbbing like crazy, you guys get morning wood, I get a morning wood chip I think, lol. This morning was especially frustrating because I had a very brief and vauge "almost sex dream" last night. All I remember is this guy was gonna have sex with me, so I laid down (a couple other guys were standing by to watch, what is it with me and this always being watched thing? I'm starting to think I must be an exhibitionist or something!) and he pulled my pants off and then I woke up. But I'm holding steady, I can see the finish line now! Two more days! I can surely hold on that long!
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2011 5:11 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 9 of my AB just started, 24 more hours and I'll have reached my goal!  I've finally gotten around to going thru my old journals and looking up some of my previous WDs/sex dreams. I started having WDs in 1998, at the age of 14 (I posted my first ever WD here already). I didn't start writing them down until 2002 (age 17) however (which incedentaly was the year after I started MBing), so some of my WDs are lost from memory. But the next one I have documented after my very first was in December of 2002. This 1 just goes to show you don't have to find someone attractive to have a dream about them. I was in a house with 4 men-1 looked just like me grandpa, 1 looked like the actor Richard Belzer, one was another dark haired guy (nobody famous), and the other was a blond guy. The blond guy started MBing me then in the middle of it he got up and left the room! Then later I was with grandpa and Richard, and the other dark-haired guy came in drinking a ber and I could see in the next room the blond guy was sitting reading the paper or something. I told them that he had fingered me and they asked how was it and I said "That's the frustrating part! He didn't finish!"They asked who did finish me and I said "Nobody's finished me yet." They asked would I like someone to finish me and I said yes, but told the guy who looked like my grandpa it would be too weird for me if he did it and Beer-man said he couldn't for some reason, so that left Richard. He said he'd do it so I went and asked if he'd done this before so I'd know if he knew what he was doing and he said "Oh yeah, sure". He was sitting in a chair and I was kneeling in front of him but with my back to him. He pulled my pants down and started and as he was doing it, someone else turned the light off and Richard started talking to me as he worked, telling me I was beautiful and such (trying to help me along, I guess). I got turned on very quickly and I was a little worried I'd get made fun of if I came too quickly. That didn't happen though, because I woke up in the middle of that, too! That was really frustrating, waking up "all turned on with nowhere to go", so to speak!
A couple weeks after that I had a brief but very disturbing sex dream which involved my father MBing me. In real life my dad never touched me that way, but he had MB himself in front of me (he was a sociopath, very mentally ill), so that may have been a factor in my having that kind of dream about him. Also, because of his illness I never felt loved by him, becuase he was incabable of loving anyone, and I've read that sometimes we ream about sex with someone not because we want sex from them but because we want to feel loved by them. I've come to terms with it now, but at the time I felt horribly guilty and like I was sick for having that kind of dream, especially since I enjoyed it (I don't remember if I came or not, prolly I didn't want to remember).
Over the next few days I'll be posting some more of my dreams, it'll take awhile as I have 6 old notebooks to cull thru!
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 2:12 pm |
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Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Here's another tidbit from my journal from 2002, from the summer. I think it shows how much progress I've made and apparently I had the theory that masturbation lead to reduced WDs years before I ever read about it.:
I wonder if I would start waking up with "the feeling" [I was referring to waking up mid-orgasm, I knew by this point that's what it was, but since I was talking to myself in my journal I used the old term I used for it back when I didn't know it was an orgasm] again if I stopped masturbating? Since I started I've never gone more than 1 week without doing it [I have now ]. I've tried, but it's very hard (no pun intended!) [yes, this was what I originally wrote, I had forgotten I knew what "hard" meant in a sexual context back then, also that I knew what "come" meant that way] because if I don't do it I can't stop thinking about it, and pretty soon I'm walking around with my brain in my pants! My brain functions much better if I keep it in my head.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 8:29 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I warn you the following is very graphic, so don't read if you're ABing and can't handle some temptation.
On September 25 I masturbated and decided I'd try not doing it again for 10 days, something I'd never done before (I'd only lasted 7 days twice before, and before that always gave in by Day 5). Here is an account of my thoughts and feelings during this time.
Day 1: No problems, I feel like I can handle this. But I know I won't feel that way for long...
Day 2: Started my menstrual period, that should keep the libido under control for a little while...
Days 3-4: Some fantasizing going on, but no major horniness. Things normally start getting hard for me at this point, I think my period is helping calm things down.
Day 5: Well, that didn't last long! Really feeling tempted to masurbate today, lots of fantasies and a major case of the warm n' tinglies. This was the day I'd blow it for the longest time, but I know I can hang on this time, I did it twice before!
Day 6: It's getting to the point now where I am having difficulty concentrating, my mind keeps drifting towards sexual topics. I'm becoming pleasantly yet frustratingly aware of my genitals at odd moments throughout the day, a lot of tingling going on and a sort of pressure/fullness feeling in my pelvis. If some particularly erotic thought goes thru my mind (as must have happened about 20 times today, not even exaggerating), I can feel my clitoris swelling up and throbbing, if it gets particularly bad (good? who can say with this sort of thing) the pressure feeling gets to a point where it almost starts to hurt (can girls get blue balls? hmm...8-/). I find my hand wandering at times, as if my clit were pulling my hand toward it with magnets. Grabbed my crotch thru my clothes a few times but managed to stop there. Couldn't get to sleep till wee hours of the morning.
Day 7: [In today's entry you will learn about an amusing little tendency of mine to be so mentally incapacitated by horniness as to lose the ability to think/spell/type correctly. I call these little slip-ups "hornyisms". The following in quotes is copied, unedited, from private messages written that day]. "When I woke up my clit was throbbing like crazy (you guys get morning wood, I think I must have had a "morning wood chip"!). I've made it thru 1 whole week again, for only the 3rd time ever! If I can just get thru today without touching I'll have beat my previous record. And if I can hold out till Wednesday I'll have met my 10 day goal. I don't know if I can make it though, I'm so incredible horny you just have no idea. I feel like I could just go out in my yard and hump a tree or something (any upright verticle object looks like a good humping target right now. Doesn't have to be a tree, telephone poles, street signs, table legs, humans, all look good.).I'm so hrony i can't think strat, I keep dropping things and knocking them over cause I can't concentrate on what I'm doing. ABing should come with a warning DONT OPERATE DANGEROUS MACHINERY WHILE USING! Lol. I'm not a very safe person to be around right now Im liable to run right into uo and then fuck you whle I have you down on the floor. I want to come so bad it hurts, I feel like something inside me is about to burst. I don't want to think about sex cause it makes it hurt worse but it's all I can think about. If I can make it till Wednesday when I finally do start touching I'll be lucky if I can last 2 minutes before I exlpode. I can imagin how god its going to fel and that just drives me crazy." Sitting and thinking sexy thoughts I find myself rocking in my seat. Also, when I was a young teen I used to lubricate so much at random times that I'd soak thru my clothes and look as if I'd wet my pants (well, technically I did, but not in the usual sense of the phrase). Uber fun thing to do in front of one's middle-school peers, particularly when one has no idea why this is happening. Anyway, for the past several years I've only done this on a handfull of occassions, but today I've started doing it again. And now that I think back, this mix of tingling and fullness/pressure is something I remember from those days also (I thought of it then as "it's like I have to pee but I don't, and then it's like I do pee BUT IT ISN'T PEE!!!" as I so violently asserted to my snickering classmates). I thought before that had stopped because my hormones leveled off once I recovered from puberty, but I think now it's more likely I just learned how to release the pressure by masturbating. Another nearly sleepless night.
Day 8:[Watch out for hornyisms!] I was beyond frustrated when I woke up today, I had an "almost sex" dream but this time I woke up just as my pats were being taken down before any touching started! ARGGGH! The pressure is unbelieveable, it really does hurt! Any girl who doesn't believe in blue balls or that women can get get them too needs to be in my shoes (or rather, in my pants) right now. I'm a BDSM sub, and I've heard other subs say they get more submisive during denial, but I'm finding the opposite. There is something aggressive about my need to get off now. I guess I'm really more of a submissive-leaning switch than a pure sub, but I do find this interesting. Over on this wet dream forum I visit ppl talk about this thing they call "T buzz", supposedly for guys abstaining from masturbation raises one's testosterone levels and leads to greater energy, confidence, assertiveness/agression and feeling more masculine. When I started this I was curious to see what this could mean for me as a woman, wondering if I too would feel more masculine or if I instead would feel more feminine. I think it has had a masculinizing effect on my outlok to a degree, as there is this forcefullness about my sex drive and I am having a lot of my autoandrophilic fantasies [autoandrophilia is when a female is turned-on by imagining she is a male]. My vagina has started doing Kegels at odd moments without me asking it to, little clenching pulses, almost like mini-orgasms but they don't give me any relief. I'm still dribbling likke a Harlem Globetrotter. Insomnia should be on the side effects list along with the dangerous machinery warning for AB. Being so horny keeps me up at night, it's very hard (if I were a guy there'd be a wicked double meaning in there).
Day 9: Began the day with a morning wood chip once again. I feel like I could come without touching if I cross my legs the wrong (right?) way. Mini-orgams everytime I pee.Catch myself laying my head back, closing my eyes and moaning softly just from my isanely erotic thoughts. My head is so clouded with these thoughts it almost feels like an altered state of consciousness. The painfull pressure is starting to be a distraction in i's own right, I'd be worried if i didn't know what was causing it. I might break down and masturbate except knowing I only have 1 more day to wait, I keep telling myself I can wait that long. I don't think I'd do well with an open-ended AB period like some do though. I really have been relying on counitng the days till I can come again.
Day 10: Finally, finally, finally!!!!!! I chatted with my Dom tonight, he teased me for awhile before he let me touch, making me even more of a heavy-breathing, stuttering, leaky pussied mess than I already was. Some choice quotes: Him: "Do you need to touch?" me: "hard swallow huff puff YES!" Him: "What do you need to touch?" me: "huff-puff ohhhh my clit" Him: "How do you need to touch it?" me: "I-huff-puff I, I wanna huff-puff rub it ohhhhh". Him (after more teasing): "OK, you can touch." me: "incoherrent moaning" I can't even describe how good that first touch felt! I managed to keep it going for 3 minutes before going "OH!OH!OH!YES!YES!YES!whimpers". Then another 13 minutes before: "OH!OH!OHYEAH!OHYEAH!groans". The feeling of release and relief was incredible, finally getting all that pent-up pressure out. By the time it was over, I'd managed to make a mess of my thighs, my hands, my mouse and keyboard (touched by waterlogged, sticky fingers), and an unfortunate patch of my carpet. Not that I cared. 8-D Got my first good night's sleep in ages.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Location: Istanbul, Turkey
Age: 20
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 13
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 12
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 29 Jan 2014
Sex: Male
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Wow, it's incredible.
Your log is very interesting. I never thought that girls can have WD's(or something close to that).
Anyway, keep going!
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My Log: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=4792
My Guitar Works Topic: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=8&t=5325
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 9:08 am |
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Age: 16
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 80
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 20 Dec 2013
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: Day 10: Finally, finally, finally!!!!!! I chatted with my Dom tonight, he teased me for awhile before he let me touch, making me even more of a heavy-breathing, stuttering, leaky pussied mess than I already was. Some choice quotes: Him: "Do you need to touch?" me: "hard swallow huff puff YES!" Him: "What do you need to touch?" me: "huff-puff ohhhh my clit" Him: "How do you need to touch it?" me: "I-huff-puff I, I wanna huff-puff rub it ohhhhh". Him (after more teasing): "OK, you can touch." me: "incoherrent moaning" I can't even describe how good that first touch felt! I managed to keep it going for 3 minutes before going "OH!OH!OH!YES!YES!YES!whimpers". Then another 13 minutes before: "OH!OH!OHYEAH!OHYEAH!groans". The feeling of release and relief was incredible, finally getting all that pent-up pressure out. By the time it was over, I'd managed to make a mess of my thighs, my hands, my mouse and keyboard (touched by waterlogged, sticky fingers), and an unfortunate patch of my carpet. Not that I cared. 8-D Got my first good night's sleep in ages. OMG!!! im seriously dying right now wow, i almost had an SE just reading this. Oh what i would do to experience this right now haha.
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Another old journal entry:
4/12/2003: I had another sex dream. It was odd, it was like an adult movie [I hadn't seen 1 yet , thought that was about to change (see following post), but I knew kinda how they went from seeing like comedy skits that parodied them), only I wasn't in it, but I wasn't watching it like a movie, either. [It was like I was there, but I was just watching, and nobody knew I was there]. It was like it was really happening. But it would be like something would start out as an innocent situation and somehow it would turn and people would suddenly be stripping and all over each other. I remember specifically the end. People were on the beach. This redheaded woman was talking suggestively to this blond woman and ended up begging her to go to bed with her. The blond replied "Anything for you, my saint.") I know, "dear", "sweetie", maybe, but "saint"!? She said it, not me, don't ask me). Then I guess I started waking up and was subconsciously trying to guide the dream [lucid dreaming?] and I thought "We ought to have some guys in here, too", so there were these 2 guys who overheard the girls and asked if they could join in. They answered in the affirmative, but I woke up completely before anything happened! Drat!
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 11:30 am |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Here's another old journal entry, not a dream but this is about the first time I ever saw a porn movie (I'd only just seen still pics before then).
6/13/2003 Today was a VERY interesting Friday the 13th! I found out this is a free weekend for Cinemax! There were 2 porno movies and 1 little mini-movie on tonight. The first movie was "Tell me no lies". It had guys doing girls and girls doing girls. It was cool but I was a little dissappointed that they didn't really show anyone's privates [this was a soft-core movie, I guess]. The mini-movie was an episode of "The best sex ever" called "dirty dancing". It was mostly girl on girl and I'm sorry to say [I was still struggling to come to terms with my bisexuality at the time], but I think it turned me on more than anything else. The 2nd movie was "House of love" it had all boy-girl and it wasn't as good as the first. Both movies and the mini had scenes where women were masturbating, too. I wonder why guys like that and also watching girls get it on with each other? I wish they'd have shown more. I'd like to see what an erection looks like [I'd never seen one at this point, not even in pictures (as I said before, my Dad did do it in front of me, but he did it with his clothes on. I still haven't seen one in real-life.]. I guess they can't do that in movies, though, because they're fake and if the guy really got it up [again, I'm surprised I knew this term back then], it would be real.
6/14/2003 Today I saw a movie called "Wicked temptation". It started with a menage a trios (1 guy, 2 girls) and had a series of boy/girl and girl/girl scenes and AGAIN the woman doing herself. I guess they can't show men doing that because of the real/fake thing with the erection. I don't know how they manage to shoot so you never get a clear view of the guy's penis. I did see an interesting piece where 2 girls were going down on each other. I only knew the 1 angle you could do that from. The other thing I noticed was that none of the women had pubic hair. In fact, their genitals were folded in close together and smaller than mine. I have a LOT of hair down there and my folds tend to gape open. I've always thought my genitals were ugly. They seem to be too red too, almost like they're inflamed or something, but that can't be because if they are they've always been that way. I suppose those girls had hair and had it removed, but even so their privates look nicer than mine I wonder why mine hang open and are so red? I guess if they had to have their hair removed, it must be considered unattractive. I want to look sexy. I don't want to have sex [I was somewhat afraid of it back then], but I want men to want me anyway. Is that mean? I think it's just a self-esteem issue. [And this is why young girls shouldn't watch porn. They can turn anything into a reason to start hating on their body].
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 12:51 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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A non-dream journal entry, but might be educational for you guys. Then a great WD. Then the next day a snippet of conversation between my mom and I on the topic of sex, maybe kinda interesting.
6/23/2003: I was considering the whole vaginal vs. clitoral orgasm issue and I've come (no pun intended!) up with a neat analogy which I think explains pretty clearly how it is, for me, anyway. It actually happens in the vagina, but it's the clitoris that causes it to happen. Like, if an orgasm is light, the vagina is the lightbulb, but the clitoris is the switch.
7/2/2003: I dreamed I was on an episode of "Cops". I'm not sure what I did, maybe stole something or something, but anyway this cop was going to arrest me, but I remembered how when people run the cops chase them and then tackle them to the ground and handcuff them, and I thought that was hot and the cop who was trying to arrest me was really hot too, so I ran so he'd have to chase and tackle me. He did, we ran thru the neighborhood (it was broad daylight, by the way), until we got to the parking lot of the mall, and then he caught me and tackled me. He cuffed my hands behind my back while kneeling on top of me, he had his knee on my butt pushing my pelvis down into the ground. It felt really good and he kept kinda rocking back and forth a little so every now and then the pressure from his knee let up a little and I could move just a bit, so I started making thrusting movements towards the ground and that really felt good so I kept doing it. Then I started coming, and then I woke up coming for real and thrusting against the bed. [That was a really good one!]
7/3/2011: Mom and I were talking about what the Bible says about sex, and whether sex before marriage was really what was meant by "fornication" or whether that simply meant promiscuity, sleeping around with every Tom, Dick and Harry. [Little did I know at the time there would one day be a Tom I'd very much like to fornicate with! lol] I said I thought it might be a good idea to have sex with someone at least once before you marry them, to be sure you’re compatable that way and she asked how soon did I think you could do that and I said when you get engaged and she said maybe but if you could discuss sex with each other you might not have to do that. I brought up the Bible’s baffling silence regarding masturbation and she agreed that you’d think the Bible would say something if it was wrong, but she seemed kinda uncomfortable discussing it, so I didn’t go into it too much. I wonder what she’d think of me if she knew I do it? Am I really that weird for doing something 60% of women and 90% of men do? Has she honestly never done it?
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 1:18 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Thanks for the comments guys!  And zach, I did warn you! 
Journal entry, the last from 2003.
8/19/2003: I had a rather odd sex dream last night. This was about a fat, middle-aged lady [actually, now that I think about it she looked a lot like my 7th grade tutor.] if you can believe that! [I've since come to the realization that I am a bit of a "chubby chaser" actually, but even so this lady was a bit big for my tastes] We never got to the point of genital contact but we were making out in bed and we were working up to that (or working DOWN to that, maybe). Mom said "sweet dreams" to me tonight when I said goodnight. [LOL] I wonder if I'll have another erotic dream? [I didn't.] I hope it's a little less ugly if I do. Though in the dream I didn't feel repulsed. It was actually rather hot. It didn't cut right to the chase. There was a lot of foreplay, kissing and stroking. I also think I was in more of a submissive role. I was on my back and she was on top. Most of my dreams have been doing it standing up. [The early, pre-masturbation ones that I didn't get down on paper.] Also I was always in more of a position of directing others, they were there to please me and it wasn't about what I could do for them. The people were like my sex slaves almost. But this was more equal in 1 way and in another way I felt almost like I was being taken advantage of as the little "sweet young thing" this older person was using. I wonder how I managed to wake up coming, even though all we were doing when it happened was kissing?
This is the first entry where I have the day of my menstrual cycle noted, it was Day 10.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Wed Oct 12, 2011 5:59 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Journal entry.
10/29/2004: I had a weird dream last night. I was staying at this guy's house (he was some kind of celebrity and his place was like the stars' hang-out spot). Then there was this woman. I remember she was wearing jeans and had long blond hair, I think. She and I went back to a bedroom and somehow I understood that we were supposed to have sex and as we were undressing I was thinking "How am I going to do this?" [Since I was (and still am) a total virgin and didn't have a clue what I was supposed to do.] She sort of surprised me by just pushing me down and going down on me and I knew it was wrong [the old closeted bisexual guilt again] but I really didn't know what to do so I just sort of let her. She did OK for as long as she did it (she had a way of lightly running her long fingernail tips over me that was interesting). I started breathing pretty hard, partly because I was aroused and also because I felt nervous and she kind of laughed and said "You don't have to breathe like that". Not too long after that she got up and left. Why do people in my dreams always do that? Then I was in the guy's bedroom. I remember he had red skin like he'd been sunburned and light-colored hair, maybe it was gray. He went down on me and the woman from before watched. I said to him that I'd never done this sort of thing and that seemed to amuse him. Then all of a sudden he got mad and stormed off, saying I'd traumatized the woman by letting her do that to me and letting him while she watched (because she'd been molested as a child and that's why she acted out sexually that way, trying to work thru her issues). Then he came back and said I'd ruined his reputation and I kept saying "But nobody knows except the 3 of us. Nobody will unless 1 of us tells". Then my mom came to pick me up. She was mad at the guy for some completely other reason and he was at her. I was afraid he might tell her what we did, but she dragged me out before he had time, both of them yelling at each other.The outside of the house was gray-blue with white trim. It had a gravel driveway with a black car and 2 black pick-ups parked. As we were leaving a car pulled up and parked by the street like mom had and a black man got out and smiled and waved happily at us. Then I woke up and I realized I'd lied when I told the guy I'd never done that [had anyone go down on me] before, because the woman just had and I wondered how I could have forgotten her when she was right there and why she didn't correct me. [I think now I was thinking of the thing with the guy as being different, like I had it in my mind that we were going to have regular sex and so the oral was just working up to that.] Day 18 of my menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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First journal entry for 2005.
1/20/2005: I woke up just before dawn this morning, hot and sweaty and with this incredible hard-on [yes, I knew that girls technically don't get hard-ons, but I also knew that that's more a linguistic distinction than an anatomical one, since a clitoris does get hard just like a (very tiny) penis, so I merrily hopped over the gender fence, as I am wont to do on occasion], one of those that's so intense it almost hurts. I didn't remember any dream, though.
Day 19 of my menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2011 9:06 pm |
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I had kind of an odd "sex" dream the night of Oct. 19, somebody had like a blowdryer or something and was blowing hot air on my pussy. It felt really good, in a tickly, teasing sort of way, but not quite enough to make me cum, but I remember thinking if I moved the right way maybe I could get it hitting just the right spot long enough to cum. So I tried that and it was working, but it was another one of those ones where I woke up just before I came. I've gotta learn to stop doing that and stay asleep till the end!
Day 2 AB cycle, Day 24 menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 1-2 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 16 Aug 2012
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: "morning wood chip"! that made me laugh a bit, never heard anyone say that before, anyways hey im a guy and pretty new to this forum and im finding my way around pretty fine, i knew there were a few girls on here but couldn't find any logs by them. and i must admit your log is amazing, and different from the guys logs (well not different in the fact you get the same urges of wanting to MB etc but different because its from a female perspective) and the things you mentioned in your log completely beats up and throws what i learned in school about girls have a sex drive but no where near a guy etc out of the window haha. Keep up the brilliant work and i look forward to following your posts or even talking to you on chat. take care average
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Straight and Curious
-joined november challenge-
AB - 61
Last MB - 23/10/13
WD while member - 83 (pics uploaded onto my log)
RECORD - 180 DAYS
and this is a link to my log
http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=4819
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2011 1:42 am |
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I read an erotic story ages ago which had a line about "a clit hard-on you could cut glass with". Excellent.
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SuckerPunch
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2011 2:24 am |
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Joined: Fri Sep 23, 2011 4:03 pm
Posts: 297
Age: 30
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 1
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: No Precum
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 1-2 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 17 Feb 2015
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: I had kind of an odd "sex" dream the night of Oct. 19, somebody had like a blowdryer or something and was blowing hot air on my pussy. It felt really good, in a tickly, teasing sort of way, but not quite enough to make me cum, but I remember thinking if I moved the right way maybe I could get it hitting just the right spot long enough to cum. So I tried that and it was working, but it was another one of those ones where I woke up just before I came. I've gotta learn to stop doing that and stay asleep till the end!
Day 2 AB cycle, Day 24 menstrual cycle. My dreams have been cutting me off at the wrong times too IG! Im greatful to have them but come on just a couple more seconds pleeease! lol I feel your frustration friend. _________________ 
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2011 7:29 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Anyone who likes my "morning wood chip", please note I entered it and "wood chip" into the Urban Dictionary, and all thumbs up are appreciated!
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2011 7:34 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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SuckerPunch wrote: InterestedGirl wrote: I had kind of an odd "sex" dream the night of Oct. 19, somebody had like a blowdryer or something and was blowing hot air on my pussy. It felt really good, in a tickly, teasing sort of way, but not quite enough to make me cum, but I remember thinking if I moved the right way maybe I could get it hitting just the right spot long enough to cum. So I tried that and it was working, but it was another one of those ones where I woke up just before I came. I've gotta learn to stop doing that and stay asleep till the end!
Day 2 AB cycle, Day 24 menstrual cycle. My dreams have been cutting me off at the wrong times too IG! Im greatful to have them but come on just a couple more seconds pleeease! lol I feel your frustration friend.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2011 2:43 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Saturday, October 29, Day 0:
This was originally going to be Day 1 of my 10 day experiment in touching without cumming, but I had the house to myself for once this morning, my Dom was home, and so it was a rare moment when everything aligned just right for us to have a voice chat where I could talk (and cum) outloud. Of course, we couldn't let that pass by without taking advantage of it, so I did chat with my Dom and everything was going wonderfully, but then just as I was starting to cum I happened to look up at my pc screen and see that there was no voice signal from His mic. Afraid that this meant he also could not hear me, and knowing that he wanted to hear me cum, I stopped touching and ended and restarted the call, thus ending up with a ruined orgasm. Making it even worse was knowing He had cum during that time, so I missed hearing Him cum and we would have cum together had the sound not been messed up. We then spent over 2 hours trying to get me to have a full orgasm, which was uberfrustrating because I was using my electric toothbrush on my clit and everytime I was about to cum my grip would slip and the dumb brush would move off of the right spot! He was able to cum again, and I was able to hear it, so it wasn't a total loss. But before I could cum, my mom came home and we had to stop, and I was left with both my hand and my clit numb and yet sore from the vibrations (and in my clit's case, also throbbing with the need to cum), and a kink (lol) in my neck from the odd positions I got into trying to stabilize my hand. I was kinda embarrassed and afraid mom would suspect something, when I came out of my room all hot and sweaty and flushed, with my hair a mess and my panties damp (thankfully I hadn't soaked all the way thru my clothes, though), but she didn't seem to realize anything was amiss. I helped her put things away in the kitchen, which didn't help take my mind off my frustration much, though I hoped it would. I ended up actually sitting in the bathroom and crying a little, I don't know why but ruined cums always make me horribly emotional, to me they are a millon times worse (and not in a "so bad it's good" way, either) than just stopping before I go over the edge. Someday I must learn that once I go over the edge and start to cum, I must NOT stop touching for ANYTHING, even if the roof caves in I should still keep going, because otherwise I'm going to be a temporary basket case. So anway, the crying helped a little, then I stuffed myself with snickerdoddles, which helped a little more and reminded me of a part in the Bible where someone says "comfort me with apples, for I am sick of (meaning "sick because of") love". I guess it wasn't love exactly that had me so upset, more just the physical frustration of not having release, but other than that (and of course the fact they had to make do with apples since they didn't have snickerdoodles in Bible times) I guess it's sorta the same. But this story has a happy ending (pun intended), because tonight I got with my Dom again and though I initially doubted my ability to cum (my clit was still a bit sore and anyway I always have an irrational fear of never being able to cum again after a ruined orgasm, like I said they make me crazy), He worked His magic on me and pretty soon I had a wonderful, complete orgasm, much to my pleasure, relief and surprise. So I was able to start of my latest no coming adventure on a good note.
Sunday, October 30, Day 1:
I'd originaly planned to do some teasing/edging everyday in the morning and evening, but after what happened yesterday, this morning I was just too touched-out and not in the mood, for once, lol. I plan to do some teasing this evening and every morning and evening from here on, though. BTW, I'm keeping a record of where I am in my menstrual cycle each day as well, since I think this has some effect on my libido and my reactions to orgasm denial. Today is Day 9 of my menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2011 5:51 pm |
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Joined: Wed Oct 19, 2011 7:47 pm
Posts: 108
Location: California
Age: 26
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 8
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Shorts or pajamas with no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 18 Sep 2014
Sex: Male
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WOoo!! Good luck on the new challenge InterestedGirl! It is really different and refreshing to hear from a female perspective, I am sure you get that a lot! I totally understand the whole emotional frustration after not being able to cum and orgasm, though not on such an extreme measure  . You plan it all for a good MB session, but the climax isn't great and you feel let down, angry at your body and everything else -__-. It's just a bad day after that.
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2011 10:01 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Sunday, October 30, Day 1, continued:
Did a couple hours of teasing with my Dom tonight, he got to cum but I didn't. It was pretty intense and I think I got to the edge about 4 or 5 times. By the time we finished, my pelvis felt full and achy, and I had that hot liquid, gotta pee feeling. I was really tempted to go ahead and cum, but I knew I couldn't dissappoint myself, my Dom and everyone who's following my adventures by losing control. I know it'll only get harder from here, though...
Monday, October 31, Day 2:
Happy Halloween! It took me a long time to get to sleep last night, and even then I kept waking up, could only stay asleep for a couple hours at a time. Morning woodchip this morning and the painful pelvic pressure was still there, unusual for it only being Day 2, I guess the edging really does make a difference! Edged 10 times with my electric toothbrush this morning, could only hold it on my clit for about a minute before I had to stop to keep from coming. The last couple times I almost couldn't stop in time. Day 10 of my menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 10:55 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am
Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Monday, October 31, continued:
Another 2 hour session with my Dom tonight, I lost count of how many times I got right to the edge of cumming, a few times were close enough that my toes started to curl and I had to grit my teeth to stop it. My Dom said I was having little mini-orgasms (I kept going "oh, oh, oh", and sometimes I would have a vaginal contraction or 2, even though I stopped touching), and I think I was. I think we will have to start shortening our sessions a bit from here on, to keep me from losing control.
Tuesday, November 1, Day 3:
Slept a bit better last night, still no dreams of any importance. Woke up with a throbbing clit and damp panties. When I went to the bathroom I saw I had a lil bit of white stuff on my panties (it showed up well since I have black panties today, I think I may take a picture), which is funny cause last night my Dom mentioned wanting to make me cream my panties. I edged just once this morning, and only with my hand, cause it's starting to feel like I need to be really careful to keep from going over the edge. Tingling most of the day, sexy thoughts are pretty frequent and make my pelvis ache. Day 11 of my menstrual cycle.
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DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014
DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days
WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100
SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS
LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS
GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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