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Floridagoer
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Posted: Sun Sep 08, 2013 8:34 pm |
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Joined: Fri Sep 06, 2013 3:28 am Posts: 44
Age: 19
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 45
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 02 Sep 2013
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: I can try that, my main problem would be I get really tired when I try to MB very long (I have spastic cerebral palsy which makes it a bit difficult, I think that may be at least partly why). Ah. Hopefully it's not too serious; how much of your body does it affect, out of curiosity? At any rate, I'd imagine anyone would get tired after MBing for awhile, spastic cerebral palsy or not. So long as it's not tired to the point where you could fall asleep naked somewhere (or while doing something like talking or standing, or when you are, say, in the bathroom with the fan on and a brush in your vagina), I think it might be possible.
_________________ Days Abstained: 3 (Record: 47 days) Description of day 3 so far: Back to the old grind. Or rather, not grinding. Well, maybe a rub or two.
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Sep 09, 2013 4:25 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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It's not like sleepy tired, it's like my muscles get tired. I usual MB kneeling cause it's difficult lying down (my arms don't straighten out all the way, making it hard to reach), so that gets hard on my legs and back. My hand gets tired, too. My cp affects all 4 limbs, but nothing above the neck, thankfully (I have no trouble talking or anything). I actually can't walk and use a wheelchair outside, but in the house I "walk" on my knees (when I say standing/walking in my posts I'm refering to doing it on my knees).
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Mon Sep 09, 2013 7:03 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 14: Well, I managed not to touch again yesterday, but today, at the 2 week mark, I lost it. I didn't actually touch myself, but I sort of had an accident. I say "sort of had an accident" because, in all honesty, I'm not entirely sure that some tiny part of me didn't set it up at least semi-intentionally. What happened was, I was shaving my pubic area, using an electric razor as I always do. Doing this today was my 1st questionable decision, as the thing heats up and vibrates like crazy, and even when I'm not AB I find it somewhat stimulating. And I had no particular reason for shaving, nobody was going to be seeing me there (unfortunately). But for some stupid reason I decided it would be a good idea. So I'm going along with the thing, getting more and more aroused every second and really knowing I should stop, but telling myself I couldn't possibly cum that way so it's OK to continue. Of course, the most stubborn area (as those of you who've ever shaved a pussy know) is right above the clitoris, so naturally I HAD to spend extra time concentrating there. Mistake #2. After maybe 10-15 seconds working that area, I felt my orgasm hit me suddenly, but I prolly could've stopped after just a couple contractions. But I didn't, mistake #3. I rationalized that since I'd already started cumming I'd wind up with a ruined orgasm (which I HATE!) if I stopped then, though truthfully I think I had just enough time to stop before that. And in my defense, I had the sense in those moments that everything was happening quite fast. It was like I literally could not control myself, like some Greater Force was making me hold that vibrating razor to my clit. Even though I feel bad for losing it, it was almost worth it because it was 1 of the best orgasms I've ever had! I wasn't even thinking of anything sexual, I couldn't think, it was stupifying. Everything was squeezing so hard I felt like a piece of paper being crumpled up into a ball.While at the same time it felt like liquid fire was shooting out of me, almost painful but delicious, too! And needless to say, I feel much better now physically than I did before, it's so nice to be relaxed and not aching inside anymore, though emotional I have rather mixed feelings. Mostly I'm dissappointed with myself, but at the same time I know it was an accident (mostly, anyway). Day 16 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Sun Sep 15, 2013 2:38 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Friday, September 13, 2013, Day 1: Just now noticed what day this is, and am slightly questioning the wisdom of picking this day, but I am embarking on my 3rd attempt at going 2 weeks without touching myself at all. They do say 3rd time's the charm (but I wonder if Friday the 13th cancels that out?), but I'm not feeling super-confident about my ability to do this. Ever since I quit my last challenge, my libido's been in overdrive. I came 3 times on Monday (the day I lost my challange), 2 times on Tuesday, 3 times on Wednesday, and once on Thursday, if memory serves.
I'd been planning to start my next experiment on Thursday, but was really horny and figured maybe I needed to taper down a bit, since I'd cum so much the past few days. So I only did it once on Thursday, I actually had a strong urge to do it again about an hour later, to the point I wasn't sure I could get thru the evening without excusing myself for a bathroom quickie, but I managed it and by bedtime the urge had subsided enough I was able to maintain my resolve to only MB once that day.
Interestingly, I already had my 1st sex dream for this challange Thursday night. I was in the hospital for some reason, and there was this 1 really weird doctor that liked to use a kind of "sexual healing" (have that song stuck in my head now, BTW). The 1 "treatment" I remember consisted of him lining a bunch of ppl up in front of me (there were 2 girls and maybe 3 or 4 guys, I think) and having them MB under his direction and I was supposed to watch (and it was implied, join in). There was a guy sitting beside me that I had a sexual relationship with (not sure if we were boyfriend-girlfriend or just FWB or what) and he said to me "This is so stupid." And I said "Yeah, I know, and yet I'm doing it." cause I was MBing along with them and when I looked over at my guy so was he and he said "Yeah, me too". Then I woke up. Horny as hell already today, can only imagine where things will go from here... Day 20 of menstrual cycle (so can't blame it on fertility hormones anymore).
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Tue Sep 17, 2013 2:35 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 2: Not really a sex dream, but with a possible Freudian explanation last night. I dreamed that I was playing with a snake, picking it up and petting it and letting it crawl all over me (naked, BTW) and I actually was enjoying it and found it to be a sensuos experience. Now, in my waking life, I don't play with snakes. I wouldn't say I have an irrational phobia of them, but I would say I have a healthy respect for the damage their fangs can do. But of course snakes are a classic Freudian phallic symbol, so this dream may or may not be related to my current state of sexual frustration.
And believe me, I am FRUSTRATED already! I find my nether regions rudely intruding upon my thoughts at random moments. Picking out what to wear: "Do I want my red shorts or my white jeans?" *pick the jeans, their nice and tight, that rubs against me nicely. Oh, but with a skirt I can run my hands up my thighs skin-on-skin, that feels good, too." Making breakfast: *yes, lean against the counter again just like that!* "OK, I've got to make a list" *tingle* "Uh, what was I say? Oh, yes, a list of" *pulse-pulse* "OK, seriously, Clit, can you shut up for 1 minute and let me think?" And on and on. It's usually Day 4 or 5 before I start feeling this way. Day 21 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 6:13 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 3: I had 2 dreams last night. 1 was the snake dream again, then after that I slept for awhile and then had another dream. In this dream I was AB, like I am now (funny how that sort of thing can follow you into your dreams), but I was looking at a dirty magazine (which is odd, since I usually get all of my porn online(the hardcore stuff anyway, of course there are also the lingirie catalogs, romance novels and the occassional free preview weekend of 1 of the premium movie channels)), and it was making me wanna MB, but I kept telling myself not to touch myself, I think I was about to give in when I woke up.
I think I have figured out that the constant wetness and the feeling of painfull pelvic pressure seem to happen around the same time (today, for this experiment), though I'm still trying to figure out what, if anything, that means. It's extremely difficult to concentrat and also to resits the temptation to hump everything in sight. I'm really not sure I'll be able to make it the full 2 weeks but I'm really trying. Day 22 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 1:25 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 4: No sex dreams last night (for a change) though I did dream quite a bit, can't remember what though. In spite of that the 1st thing I was aware of upon waking was my clit popping up like a Poptart and saying "Hello, good morning, remember me? Remember what I'm for? I believe my definition goes something like "A small erectile organ in females THAT IS RESPONSIVE TO SEXUAL STIMULATION." That's my whole purpose for existing, so just give me a chance to do my job, k?" I told it to shut up, it didn't so I just tried to ignore it.
The bad thing about all the wetness I've been having is that I can only go pantyless in private, which I did this evening and I slept naked, too, I'm finding I really enjoy that when AB. I haven't tried any nipple stimulation this time though, because I'm so horny already I'm afraid that would just make it nbearable and lead to failure.
I wish I knew why it's so hard this time around. I've been sexually supercharged since ending my last experiment, and for a few days when I was letting myself MB whenever I wanted, I was really enjoying it. I guess I'd still be enjoying it rather than being frustrated now if I weren't trying to AB, but I'd still be curious as to why this sudden upsurge in my sex drive. Day 24 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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rebelmoon
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 3:08 pm |
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Joined: Wed Sep 04, 2013 10:35 am Posts: 4
Age: 27
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 5
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 30
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 03 Sep 2013
Sex: Male
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Maybe its just me, but the concept of abstinence doesn't seem to make sense. Why would you want to deprive yourself of sexual pleasure? Is it just like a mind over matter type thing where you are trying to test yourself to train your body not to give in to temptation? I've always just gone with how my body feels. If I'm horny, I'll just go for it. Be it sex or mb.
In saying this, I am thoroughly enjoying your descriptions. So maybe its better to keep going. Just be sure to tell when you do give in lol.
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 3:52 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 5: Last night was another night with 2 sex dreams. In the 1st dream, I went to the library with a friend. We went in thru the back door and there was a room back there where there was a bunch of guys looking at porn and jerking off (dirty magazines and masturbating males seem to be common themes for me of late). We went on into the main part of the library and browsed for awhile, nobody seemed to think anything was odd about the "wanking room" in back. Then when we left out the same way we passed thru the room again, but this time the men invited us to join in. My friend politely declined and went on home, but I decided to stick around. I watched for awhile and was thinking about touching myself as well, when I woke up.
I went back to sleep pretty quickly and had my 2nd dream. This was kinda a funny dream, cause I dreamed I feel asleep and had a dream. "A dream within a dream" I guess. Anyway, in the dream I dreamed I had, I was with the infamous Tom (AKA His Royal Hotness). He took off his clothes (somehow I was already naked) and started kissing me, then he started rubbing my clit which felt SOOOO GOOOOOD! But then just a few seconds after he started I felt like I was about to cum and started panicing cause A. I didn't want him to think there was something wrong with me for coming so quick and B. It felt like I was gonna have a massive squirt (in fact, much to my embarassment it felt like I had already started to dribble on his fingers a lil) and I was afraid that would gross him out. So I told him I was about to cum and babbled on about how it doesn't usually happen that soon, but he just looked so hot undressing and he was so good with his fingers and so on. He smiled and said "That's OK" and then I told him how I squirt sometimes and I didn't want to make a mess in his bed, but if he made me cum I wouldn't be able to help it and he said "Hmm, I think I'd like to taste that." Then he put his mouth on me, but just before I came I woke up in the dream. In the dream I woke up in the bathtub and my thoughts were 1. "Man, that was a hot dream, why did I have to wake up just now?!" 2."Why did I fall asleep in the tub (I was naked but there was no water in the tub)?" and 3. "Well, I'm naked and horny, might as well masturbate! And since I'm in the tub, why not use the showerhead?" So I started to turn the water on, but then I woke up for real. When I woke up I was on my back and my hands were on my stomach and it felt like it was turning me on just touching my stomach even.
But then after such a promise start, my day took a total nosedive this evening. I was taking a shower and let that stupid showerhead seduce me with its sexy spray! It started innocently "just cleaning down there", but then that turned into "Oh, this feels nice! Maybe just linger here for a little bit. No edging, I promise I'll stop before I-Oh, no, I almost came! Ooh, and my toes started curling, too it's a good 1 that wants to come out. Oh, well, why not, I've ruined things by edging, anyway." So I came with the showerhead, it was intense but shorter than my orgasms usually are. A couple hours later I had another 1 with my artifical boyfriend, this was an intense and long 1. It was funny, the only shower we have is in the bathroom connected to my mom's room, so when I came out of the shower my mom was there sitting on her bed and she asked me "Was it good?" She meant my shower, I know, but considering what I did in there besides wash it was an interesting question.
I'm very dissappointed in myself right now, though. I mean, Day 5, seriously? At least I made it 12 days last time! It almost feels like I'm going backwards now. IDK, maybe I needed to give myself more time to recover after my last challenge. But I hope I can find my self-control again soon. Day 25 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 4:05 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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rebelmoon wrote: Maybe its just me, but the concept of abstinence doesn't seem to make sense. Why would you want to deprive yourself of sexual pleasure? Is it just like a mind over matter type thing where you are trying to test yourself to train your body not to give in to temptation? I've always just gone with how my body feels. If I'm horny, I'll just go for it. Be it sex or mb.
In saying this, I am thoroughly enjoying your descriptions. So maybe its better to keep going. Just be sure to tell when you do give in lol. I'm performing these experiments for several reasons: 1. To discover my optimum denial period in terms of most intense horniness level and greatest orgasm achieved upon ending the denial 2. Because orgasm denial turns me on, though I sometimes wonder if I actualy get more pleasure out of just fantasizing about it while masturbating than by actually denying myself. 3. I want to prove to myself that I'm not addicted to masturbation and can control myself (previously I'd spent years trying to quit masturbating and not been able to make it past 5 days (I tried to quit because of guilt issues at 1st, then concern that since I couldn't seem to stop I might be addicted). 4. I used to have frequent wet dreams but haven't had many since starting to masturbate regularly, and I'd like to see if I can experience that again.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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mrschmu
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 8:43 pm |
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Joined: Sun Jul 28, 2013 1:50 pm Posts: 21
Age: 22
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 2
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 19 Sep 2013
Sex: Male
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Love ur Journal keep going
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that1gai
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Posted: Wed Sep 18, 2013 11:09 pm |
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Joined: Sat Aug 10, 2013 10:19 am Posts: 1
Age: 23
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 1-2 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 09 Oct 2012
Sex: Male
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Wat?? You gave in already? I had started AB with you this time hoping you could get me past the extremely difficult 2 week mark. Where is my motivation now? *sob*
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mrschmu
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Posted: Thu Sep 19, 2013 10:33 am |
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Joined: Sun Jul 28, 2013 1:50 pm Posts: 21
Age: 22
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 2
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 10
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 19 Sep 2013
Sex: Male
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I am starting all over again, its going to be hard, need some motivation too
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Fri Sep 20, 2013 3:32 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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that1gai wrote: Wat?? You gave in already? I had started AB with you this time hoping you could get me past the extremely difficult 2 week mark. Where is my motivation now? *sob* Oh, I'm sorry, you should have told me that at the beginning, that might have given me more motivation! And yes, that 2 week mark is a real killer, I've been trying for years now, still only got to 12 days so far, but am determined to keep trying!
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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InterestedGirl
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Posted: Fri Sep 20, 2013 3:36 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Actually, I'm thinking maybe a bunch of us could do kind of a "master of your domain" challenge (that's from Seinfield, for those who don't remember). See who can go the longest without MB, each of us can have our own personal goals, too. Will have to work out when to start when we figure out who all is onboard. Who's with me?
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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hfz
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 6:59 am |
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Joined: Wed May 23, 2012 6:57 am Posts: 143
Age: 27
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: No Precum
Average time to ejaculation normally: 2
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 09 Mar 2014
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: Who's with me? I'd normally say "count me in" but I'm not sure if this would work for me as reading your log has led to me breaking my AB a few times already...
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Floridagoer
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 3:44 pm |
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Joined: Fri Sep 06, 2013 3:28 am Posts: 44
Age: 19
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 45
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 02 Sep 2013
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I'd be on-board. frankm wrote: InterestedGirl wrote: Who's with me? I'd normally say "count me in" but I'm not sure if this would work for me as reading your log has led to me breaking my AB a few times already... Well, she made a separate thread here: http://www.wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=5964We could organize the M.O.Y.D. thing there so that she can keep writing freely here.
_________________ Days Abstained: 3 (Record: 47 days) Description of day 3 so far: Back to the old grind. Or rather, not grinding. Well, maybe a rub or two.
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Posted: Fri Sep 27, 2013 6:04 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I'll be writing about my personal experiences with the M.O.Y.D. Challenge here, and just use the seperate topic for general posts about the Challenge. Will be interesting to see who gives in 1st (prolly will be me, lol). I'm the only girl in the challenge, so at the very least I promise I'll be duly shamed if I'm the 1st 1 out. So far Day 2 just ended and I'm doing OK. Horny already, though. The rules we decided on are that while touching for pleasure isn't totally forbidden, edging is, so we have to stop before reaching the edge. I've only done a very little touching so far, as I'm notorious for doing "just a bit more" until "oops, I'm about to cum!". It's nice to at least be able to hump the bed before I go to sleep (I don't consider this edging as I've never cum or even gotten close to cumming this way before, well a few times when I was having a sexy dream at the same time, but never when I was awake). Day 6 of menstrual cycle (on Day 2 of Challenge).
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sun Sep 29, 2013 4:02 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 3: Did some breast fondling and a lil bit of labia and clit stroking, not too much though as I didn't want to risk an edge. Tonight when I was laying in bed before going to sleep I played with myself and was kinda whimpering as it felt good but frustrating at the same time. I got it on audio recording as I had my mic by my bed to try to catch any moaning/talking I might do in a WD. Didn't catch any audio once I feel asleep though (at least there was no snoring!) and can't recall any dreams. I'd put my Horniness Level for today at about 7. Day 7 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sun Sep 29, 2013 11:52 pm |
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Age: 22
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 24
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 7
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 09 Mar 2015
Sex: Male
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Ha. That is a good idea to put a mic next to your bed. I think I'm going to try that as well. I'm curious if i make any sound at all.
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Posted: Mon Sep 30, 2013 12:07 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 5 now, will come back and make my updates later, right now headed for the shower, know I'll be tempted to MB, so wish me luck (or not if you're and want me to be the 1st to lose the MOYD Challenge, lol)!
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Mon Sep 30, 2013 2:52 pm |
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Age: 32
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 25
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Shorts or pajamas with no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 13 Apr 2015
Sex: Male
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You'll have to share that audio with us...after the MOYD challenge is over, that is
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: FEB 21, 2014 WD: Semi-regularly when ~12-14, 6 or 7 in early 20s SE: 0 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: ~30 days LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: ~30 days
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Posted: Mon Sep 30, 2013 3:13 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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coldasice wrote: You'll have to share that audio with us...after the MOYD challenge is over, that is Or if I want to be I could share it now... But won't since I'm .
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Mon Sep 30, 2013 3:22 pm |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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I just barely made it thru my shower tonight. In fact, if I wanna be strict about it, I could say I edged ever so slightly a couple times. But I'd say I'm still in since I didn't get to the real "have to stop touching THIS SECOND!" point-of-no-return. I do think I prolly shouldn't play with the shower spray anymore though, as it is very intensly stimulating and quite risky edge-wise. Aside from that have been doing OK, although everyone around me has mysteriously begome incredibly good-looking all of a sudden... Still no sex dreams, but i have been dreaming a lot in general the past couple nights, so that is hopefully a good sign. Find I'm looking forward to my nightly playtime, even though I allow myself very little direct clitoral stimulation. I've been quiter about it the past couple nights though, I think I'm self-conscious about the recording going on now (that 1st night I wasn't even thinking about it).
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Tue Oct 01, 2013 2:15 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 6: That notorious Day 5 got me again! So I'm the 1st 1 to lose the MOYD Challenge. I think that I made several mistakes yesterday that lead to this. 1. Playing with the showerhead. Just too much stimulation. 2. Looking at porn when I was already overexcited from the shower. 3. Doing a lot of intense bed humping followed by lots of nipple play, when I was already WAY overexcited from the shower and the porn. 4. Upon realizing that I was getting extremely aroused with my self-teasing, deciding that rubbing my clit would be a good idea. 5. Not stopping when I knew I was getting close to the edge. 6. Not stopping when I actually reached the edge.
As I said, I was already way, way too excited when I went to bed. I started doing my bed humping thing and was really enjoying it, I kept getting pulses down there like I might actually be able to cum from it, but I wasn't quite there. All I could think about was how much I wanted to find a sexy boy, rip off his clothes, push him down on my bed and ride him like a pony. Eventually my hormone-hazed brain decided turning over and playing with my boobs would be a smart idea, so I enjoyed that too, that was really making my clit throb and feel hot, like I had exceptionally good blood flow down there last night. So I guess you can guess where that lead. In my mind I told my lover (who was now riding ME like a pony) that I wasn't supposed to cum, so he'd need to stop when I told him to and he agreed. But then as I got close it just felt so good I was like "Screw the contest, I just wanna cum!". In my fantasy it was my lover's fault, cause he didn't stop, but I put him in an impossible situation, cause in 1 breath I'd tell him "I'm getting close, don't make me cum!" but then I'd say "Keep going, don't ever stop!" It was 1 of those delecious back-arching, oe-curling, deep pelvic muscle contracting orgasms, I was sighing a lot afterwards, always a sign of a really good cum for me, like "Ah! That hit the spot!" I had split feelings after that, on 1 hand I was horribly dissappointed with myself anf ashamed that all these guys could go so long without cumming and I can't last 1 stupid week! What kind of out-of-control nympho slut am I?! But on the other hand, my body felt so wonderfully satisfied and relaxed that I couldn't help thinking "Ah, I love cumming!" and feel asleep with a smile on my face.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Fri Oct 04, 2013 8:01 am |
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Joined: Fri May 06, 2011 8:40 am Posts: 676
Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 4: I can't believe I almost lost it AGAIN last night! I'm such a hornball! I guess I started thinking about it cause I had had a busy, hectic day yesterday and was feeling streesed and started thinking "I know something that would make me feel better, but I'm not supposed to do it." But I figured some porn couldn't hurt (famous last words, I know).
So I went to bed all charged up and started playing with myself, though I knew I really shouldn't. I did manage to stop before I came, but I think I may have squirted anyway. I had a really strong feeling I was going to when I stopped and then I realized my panties were soaked. IDK, does it count as losing if a girl ejaculates but doesn't orgasm? Wondering if I'll ever learn to control that, I've heard learning to hold it back once you've learned to squirt is harder than learning to squirt in the 1st place.
Still super horny today, I'd say an 8 on scale of 1-10. Thinking I'd best not touch anymore. If I can, which is doubtful. Day 13 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sat Oct 05, 2013 11:13 am |
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Age: 19
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
Circumcised or Uncut?: Circumcised (Cut)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 45
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 02 Sep 2013
Sex: Male
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InterestedGirl wrote: Day 4: I can't believe I almost lost it AGAIN last night! I'm such a hornball! I guess I started thinking about it cause I had had a busy, hectic day yesterday and was feeling streesed and started thinking "I know something that would make me feel better, but I'm not supposed to do it." But I figured some porn couldn't hurt (famous last words, I know).
So I went to bed all charged up and started playing with myself, though I knew I really shouldn't. I did manage to stop before I came, but I think I may have squirted anyway. I had a really strong feeling I was going to when I stopped and then I realized my panties were soaked. IDK, does it count as losing if a girl ejaculates but doesn't orgasm? Wondering if I'll ever learn to control that, I've heard learning to hold it back once you've learned to squirt is harder than learning to squirt in the 1st place.
Still super horny today, I'd say an 8 on scale of 1-10. Thinking I'd best not touch anymore. If I can, which is doubtful. Day 13 of menstrual cycle. Hey, nothing wrong with being a hornball. I've been dealing with depression for years, and I've had a lot of spots where I've had a libido that doesn't even exist. From experience, it's a lot better when I can actually get horny all the time, and have great orgasms; than it is to, say, not even get hard at all. The libido won't last your entire life (menopause and all), so as much as it might seem like a blessing and a curse, I'd focus more on it being a good thing, more often than not. Mind you, a fruitful libido doesn't make abstaining very easy~ As for your squirting thing, I wouldn't worry about release-without-orgasm, unless it's an actual ruined orgasm. This isn't that. If you're building up fluid, it'll eventually need to come out. Just like with (well, from my experiences at least) guys, when we abstain, we get a lot more precum, and obviously, cum itself. Even if there's something to be said about it only happening when you get close to orgasm, (you hornball you), I wouldn't consider it to be a abstaining-breaker. Unless the squirting by itself without orgasm happens to impede wet dreams / general horniness by a huge amount. At the very least, it makes a nice indicator that you should probably stop edging, since you're probably getting a tad too close to orgasm if you're starting to release any sort of fluids, right?
_________________ Days Abstained: 3 (Record: 47 days) Description of day 3 so far: Back to the old grind. Or rather, not grinding. Well, maybe a rub or two.
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Posted: Sat Oct 05, 2013 12:28 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Day 5: Last night was...intense. I was incredible horny like it felt like there was a wizard swirling a Magic Tingle Wand all aorund my clit or something. I watched some porn but was able to resist the URGE to touch (I knew i prolly wouldnt be able to stop if I started.
Then while I was asleep my brain decided to play an erotic double-featuer again (I don't know whats causing this new trend but I like it!). In both dreams Ihad the felling of being right on the edge of cumming almost the whole time, like I do in dreams sometimes, even though when I MB I can't maintain the edge very long.
In the 1st dream this guy started undressing for me and I thoughti was gonna cum when he unzipped his pants (that triggers it for me sometimes) but I just stayed on the edge. Once he was naked he undreesed me and he was stroking and kissing me all over as he did. I can still fell his lips on me, mmmm. *shakes head to clear it* Anyway, by the time I was naked he was hard, I asked if I could touch his penis and he said I could. So I started rubbing his cock and he started rubbing my clit. He asked me how it felt and I said that it felt really good and also there was this funny feeling the best way i can describe it is it feels like I have an ocean inside me and I can feel the tide moving in and out. I told him I was sorry if that didn't make much sense, but he just nodded and said my hand on his cock felt good, too. I woke up before eith of us actually came though.
But I went right back to selep and had another dream. This time I was just masturbating by myself, but I had 1 of those dildos that swirls around and vibrates on the inside and on the clit too. Even though it wasn't as mentally exciting as my 1st dream, the physical sensations were even more intense. Again I felt like i was on theverge of cumming the whole time. I woke up suddenly with my body jerking and I think I actually had 1 or 2 orgasm pulses. I was on my back and I was thrusting my pelvis up at the air and my toes were curling like they do when I cum.
I also felt a big gush of fluid come out of me, not sure if it was really squirting or not, as I didn't have the deep internal pushing out feeling I usually have when squirting but I did feel a strong urge to. I don't think it was a full orgasm though, cause I didn't get any sense of release and was still horny afterwards and all day today.
Finally got tired of constantly changing underwear and put on a pad, as I seem to have a major leak in my pipes already. And I can't stop the *T-I-N-G-L-I-N-G*!!!!! Day 14 of menstrual cycle.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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Posted: Sat Oct 05, 2013 4:34 pm |
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Age: 29
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
Circumcised or Uncut?: N/A - Female
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to ejaculation normally: 6
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Silk
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 7-8 hours
Date that you last had an ejaculation: 31 Dec 2013
Sex: Female
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Floridagoer wrote: InterestedGirl wrote: Day 4: I can't believe I almost lost it AGAIN last night! I'm such a hornball! I guess I started thinking about it cause I had had a busy, hectic day yesterday and was feeling streesed and started thinking "I know something that would make me feel better, but I'm not supposed to do it." But I figured some porn couldn't hurt (famous last words, I know).
So I went to bed all charged up and started playing with myself, though I knew I really shouldn't. I did manage to stop before I came, but I think I may have squirted anyway. I had a really strong feeling I was going to when I stopped and then I realized my panties were soaked. IDK, does it count as losing if a girl ejaculates but doesn't orgasm? Wondering if I'll ever learn to control that, I've heard learning to hold it back once you've learned to squirt is harder than learning to squirt in the 1st place.
Still super horny today, I'd say an 8 on scale of 1-10. Thinking I'd best not touch anymore. If I can, which is doubtful. Day 13 of menstrual cycle. Hey, nothing wrong with being a hornball. I've been dealing with depression for years, and I've had a lot of spots where I've had a libido that doesn't even exist. From experience, it's a lot better when I can actually get horny all the time, and have great orgasms; than it is to, say, not even get hard at all. The libido won't last your entire life (menopause and all), so as much as it might seem like a blessing and a curse, I'd focus more on it being a good thing, more often than not. Mind you, a fruitful libido doesn't make abstaining very easy~ As for your squirting thing, I wouldn't worry about release-without-orgasm, unless it's an actual ruined orgasm. This isn't that. If you're building up fluid, it'll eventually need to come out. Just like with (well, from my experiences at least) guys, when we abstain, we get a lot more precum, and obviously, cum itself. Even if there's something to be said about it only happening when you get close to orgasm, (you hornball you), I wouldn't consider it to be a abstaining-breaker. Unless the squirting by itself without orgasm happens to impede wet dreams / general horniness by a huge amount. At the very least, it makes a nice indicator that you should probably stop edging, since you're probably getting a tad too close to orgasm if you're starting to release any sort of fluids, right? I prolly will be sad when my libido starts fading out. I know some ppl say a woamn doesnt even reach her peak sexually till her 40's, but then some ppl say menopause pretty much kills a woman's sex drive, so IDK when/if mine will go. I think in my case it prolly is largely hormone related, as I typically am not as interested during my period but am especially horny around the time I ovulate (like now). Also, I was on the Pill for awhile for menstrual problems, didn't notice any change in libido while on it, but as soon aas I came off it my libido went thru the roof! Actually, I feel even hornier than that now, but at that time it was the horniest I'd ever been.
The squirting is most likely a good indicator to stop edging, this morning I had a pretty big leak from a dream though, so couldn't do anything about that, of course.
_________________ DATE OF LAST ORGASM: MAR 19, 2014 DAYS SINCE LAST MB: 10 days WD: Current 0, Lifetime Around 100 SE: Current 0, Lifetime 1 LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM MB: 30 DAYS LONGEST STREAK OF AB FROM ORGASM: 40 DAYS GOAL: AWAITING INSTRUCTION FROM MASTER
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