njaza's log

[njaza]

Plan has changed again. I MB 3 times yesterday. Now the plan is to not MB for a month. So this is the day 1.

[njaza]

Day 5:
WD this morning! But the dream was weird. There was some non-sexual dream before the sexual one. I'll try to do write as many things as I remember.

My dream:
I had a practical lesson at school, that was outside, because the weather was nice. It started at 8, but I was there about 7:30. There was some water, we were allowed to swim. I didn't want to get wet because I was a bit sick and I told other guys not to splash at me, but they did. I realized that I don't have papers with description of the measurement, so I needed to get back to my flat. At my flat I needed to use the WC, but the weird thing was, that there were two toilets in the same room very close to each other and close to the door, but there were no wall on the side, just some table. When I was doing my stuff, some unknown young woman appeared and walked around me. It was embarassing. She told me that she is a sister of my roommate. I needed to print my papers so I was looking for the printer. She told me where the printer should be and I found it there, it was in the box. I printed my papers, it was 9:50 I think, so I knew I'll be seriously late. I know I was waiting on traffic lights to cross the road and they were strange, because sometimes there were red at on side and green at the other side. I finally catched a tram and get to school. I realized that I am at elementary school. I had to go to elementary school again. I was late so the change room was closed, but there were some teacher that unlocked it. (It was locked, but people were inside, strange. ) I met my cousin here, we were at the same class. Well, so I get to my practical lesson, which I am supposed to take at university, on the elementary school I used to attend and bonus thing - the teacher was my teacher from my high school. (It makes sense, doesn't it? ) I looked at my papers, I had to measure some stuff with electricity, so there were some electrical scheme, I remember that it was pretty easy when I looked it for the first time, but now it was strange.

Now the sexual dream:
I don't know how the dream turned to sexual. Everything was totaly different. I was going to have a sex with my wife and some guys. (Just to make it clear - which is impossible, I know - I am single). I think my wife shouldn't know that I am her husband, I wanted to catch her with other guys. There was two other guys, we got ready, they had condoms on their penises. I know she said that she doesn't like the flavour of one of the condoms and she checked the condom of the other guy. The she turned to me and asked me where I have my condom. I told that I don't need any (And wanted to say that it's because I am her husband, but I think I didn't say that). She said that she will dress me with some stuff that her husband wear. She opened the wardrobe and there were some pink female stuff. I also could see the CB6000 (chastity device) there. I thought she was going to put it on my penis. (One of my sexual fantasies is that my gf/wife have sex with other guys while I am locked in chastity device.) The things had changed sometimes and I was a female! I was told that I need to try sex from a different point of view and got a vibrator on my clitoris. It was driving me crazy and soon I cum. Than I woke up ejaculating.

[Riakath]

ohhh very interesting and unique fetish. I like it. Do you ever consider what it would have been like to BE a female?

[Voltman]

You just got a WD at day5?!

I'm at day7 but nothing happened

Tired of w8ing!!

[njaza]

I wasn't abing recently, but on Thursday i decided to give it a try. (Just try to ab for a day or two to get into the increased level of horniness again.) And guess what - WD this morning. I don't remeber much from the dream though. I was tempted to mb and i gave up and wanted to edge a bit and ended cumming pretty soon.

[Overload]

Hey, congratulations dude!
You're so lucky!

[njaza]

After two short ab tries trying to AB again. Btw first try ended by falling into edging and then trying from what level of arousal i can cum just with balls stimulation (answer: close to edge, but slightly less that the point where every touch of penis is moving you further), next by trying, if i can reach my anal with my penis (answer: can get glans in). So what's the plan now. I'd like to AB for some longer time again (not sure if i'll be able to and able to get enough sleep, otherwise i'll have to break my AB.) This time no edging, no porn, no fantasizing (can't avoid this completely, but won't do in on purpose). Day 2.

[njaza]

Day 3
AB has been easy so far. Woke up twice at night and had problems falling asleep the second time, but i wasn't so horny, so there was probably some other reason. Had a boner though. Not thinking about sex much during the day, it's harder when going to sleep. Missing some action, have to do homework and the weather is bad. Bored, but strong about ab so far. Want to make it at least to day 30, hoping I would be able to get enough sleep and won't be to distracted from studying.

[njaza]

I think I have a WD yesterday. I don't remember any dream, but i found small wet spot on my pyjamas that definitely smelled like cum. It surprised me, because I MB 3× previous day.

[njaza]

I had a WD again. MB once the day before, again I don't remember a thing from the dream. But this time i woke up before I've had the WD and I remember that I had a dream that was becoming erotic. But then I fell asleep again and woke up just wet. I realized that I didn't change the pyjamas after my previous one, so this time smell of cum isn't very good proof, but wet spot, even not very sticky, but more wet around the place where the tip of penis was in touch and a hardon that i got soon after i woke up with stronge urge to MB are enough to call this WD #18.

[Overload]

Congratulations njaza!!!

[njaza]

I started ABing with a WD goal this time, now I am on day 7. I am nearly sure I had a WD yesterday (wet spot too large for just precum and feeling that i really have to MB, unfortunately all soaked and I couldn't use smell test ), but I don't remember a thing about it. I just woke up wet and horny. Anyway if it was a WD, I think there should be still some load left. I was pretty disappointed, but I had an erotic dream today and it was nearly wet, so I guess I will go on.

Now the dream: (again don't read this if you don't want to)

I finally got my chastity device cb6000 (orgasm denial play is a big turn on for me) and I wanted to try it on. I've seen that some people can easily pull out of the cage-style devices, so I wanted to know, if I can pull out too. I found that it's possible for me, I was pretty disappointed about it. I was trying to think up something that would prevent pullout. I also wanted to try what's the feeling to get hard in the cage and if one can stimulate himself in it. It was pretty arousing and I was able to stimulate myself quite a lot (again I was disappointed that the cage isn't effective enough)... and than I woke up pretty hard and horny.

[njaza]

New start...

[njaza]

Go for it buddy! Wish you the best.

Thanks bro!

I messed up in edging, I thought I stopped at time, but it was too late. Definitely one of my slowest MB induced orgasms, I got to the edge, took my hands off, after 3 - 5 s I couldn't resist any longer, I started leaking cum, trying to relax, but after 3 - 5 more seconds I started shooting and got an orgasm.

[mikeyj]

Just set it aside as a good orgasm and start again. You're not a robot designed to follow binary code of yes/no. You are human. A young male human with a thriving libido. Relax. Take a breath. Regroup. And start again. But make sure you revel in the glory of that orgasm! No point in casting it aside like a wasted ballot in an election.

Cheers,
Mikey

[njaza]

Just set it aside as a good orgasm and start again. You're not a robot designed to follow binary code of yes/no. You are human. A young male human with a thriving libido. Relax. Take a breath. Regroup. And start again. But make sure you revel in the glory of that orgasm! No point in casting it aside like a wasted ballot in an election.

Cheers,
Mikey

It wasn't very good orgasm (but quite impressive). I think you know how does it feel if you get yourself over the edge end stop. But I am ok with it. In fact if i had a gf and she did this to me, it would be very hot for me.

[njaza]

Day 3, tired, not very horny, but feeling a bit uncomfortable down there (maybe i didn't shoot out everything on Sunday).

[njaza]

Day 5

I haven't been too horny today. I had a sexual dream this morning, so possibly I am close to a WD. In the dream I came, but the dream wasn't very vivid, the feelings were a bit dull. When I woke up, I wasn't even really hard.

Dream description:

In the dream I was watching porn and I got aroused. I was trying to contract muscles down there, it felt good. When I contracted muscles, my penis moved a bit and rubbed against the clothes. This way I was getting more aroused and I got to the point I knew I got too far. I liked that I was able to get over the edge with a minimal physical stimulation, but at the same time I was a bit disappointed, that I'll have to start AB again to get a WD. The weird think about the dream was, that even that the feeling were not too strong, I shot pretty far. I was standing and it went on parabolic trajectory about 5 metres far from where I was.

[njaza]

Day 8
Things start to be a bit tiresome. No WD yet, not being very horny. Still I didn't sleep well last night. Prostate very easy to find now, very sensitive.
A small step for mankind, but a huge leap for me: I finally decided to go to shop and buy condoms and lube for the first time. (I am a bit shy. Self-service shops make things easier. A bit of excitement, but not a big deal at all in the end. Just a small encouragement for another shy guys here. )

[njaza]

Day 9
WD this morning! Not a big load and not so great, but at least I remember something.

[mikeyj]

Awesome work, dude!
Mikey

[Overload]

Congratulations njaza!!

Don't worry about the load, just try to keep yourself strong. Next time, you'll blow a huge load

[Jamie]

Good.

Well, tell us what you remember from it!

[njaza]

Another WD today, this time more intensive and bigger load. Yesterday I mostly leaked (I remember only two or three week contractions) and the result was pretty runny (probably only or mostly prostate fluid), in the dream i basically had a SE. This time I shot and and it was thicker. (And no, I don't have pics, it ended mostly on the blanket.) The dream was quite vivid, but I don't remember it well now. I think it was my first completely gay dream (even that I had some WD that included guys). Yesterday WD was at 9 am, today at 1:30 am.

Dream description (explicit):

yesterday - I was at the math lesson, then there is a white space, I don't know if I was still on the lesson, but I started feeling cumulating sensation down there. I didn't want to cum because I didn't want to waste my load. (Interesting cause I'd like to get a SE. I am probably too much focused on having a WD). I was trying to relax to prevent orgasm contractions, so I was mostly leaking, but I couldn't hold it and had about three weak contractions (in the dream, not sure if in real).

today - I was with some guys in the water. I know that I was rubbing against one of the guys, but probably no penetrative sex. When I was about to cum, I stopped. I think that there was some game and you had to stop before you cum. But twice I felt I stopped too late and I cum, trying to hold it. (Probably I didn't cum in real.) After one round I got under the water and I wanted to give one of the guys a blowjob. But I felt I got too far, was trying to hold, but wasn't able to hold it and came pretty hard.

[mikeyj]

Twice in two days....it is stories like this that keep me going. Awesomeness!
Mikey

[njaza]

Twice in two days....it is stories like this that keep me going. Awesomeness!
Mikey

Well physically it was more like one WD, just splitted to two days. But I had two different dreams.

[njaza]

Day 14

I've been a bit sick, but it's getting better and I am starting to be a bit horny again. I had a WD today at 2:30 am. I don't remember the dream, I just remember I had one and that I felt strong sensation down there. But I don't remember any orgasmic contractions, I probably just leaked some fluids (not much, maybe half the amount when mb once everyday), again runny and quite clear. (And no, not precum, I am sure.) I woke up hard and very horny.

[mikeyj]

Njaza, that's three in a week for you! Awesomeness!
Mikey

[Overload]

Looks like you gonna break a worldwide WD record Congratulations!!

[njaza]

day 15

not really horny, starting to get bored which makes me tempted to edge