icandoit2's log

[icandoit2]

Still abing since my last slip-up. However today has been rough. It seems like even weird stuff is arousing to me. The gym was rough today trying to change clothes without getting hard and making other guys uncomfortable. I guess just the towel rubbing as I dried off got me going. I didn't actually get a boner but started to chunk up a bit. Speaking of that have any of you ever gotten hard in the locker room? Did anyone Notice or say anything? or Have you ever seen anyone hard in the locker room? Did it make you uncomfortable?

Had a little leakage of milky white fluid after using the restroom again yesterday. It has been happening very frequently again.

[icandoit2]

Messed up on Monday. Not worth it. It was a bad orgasm and not very pleasureful

So on day 4 now. Sorry men.

[Overload]

It's ok dude, glad you're still AB'ing! Good luck this time!

[jaketoronto]

do you find that since you started AB, masturbating isn't as enjoyable as it was before? it seems like not only you don't feel good about it but also the orgasm itself wasn't that great

[icandoit2]

Well guys, I had made it almost 2 weeks again and I read about having an ejaculation while driving. I ended up messing around through my jeans and making myself shoot down my leg and into my jeans while I was driving. It was a mess. Ended up soaking through my jeans and I had to put down a rag in my seat to keep it from getting all over my car.

Reset my counter. Once I blew it a couple months back it's been a week or two week max. I gotta get back in the swing of things.

[icandoit2]

do you find that since you started AB, masturbating isn't as enjoyable as it was before? it seems like not only you don't feel good about it but also the orgasm itself wasn't that great

Jake it honestly varies from time to time. I have had a couple that were not at all enjoyable whereas the one mentioned above was great. I do not feel good about it because I get disappointed with myself knowing I can do better. Or the feeling of having to start all the way over. I am a very "goal oriented" person so when I fail to meet certain goals I get frustrated with myself.

Good question tho...it just depends from time to time. I guess my first two were not really that pleasurable but it is getting better as I get less and less time in between the MB sessions.

[icandoit2]

I decided to try to sleep nude tonight for the first time in a long time. Since I am not currently "abing" long term I decided if I awoke hard and couldn't keep my hands off I wasn't blowing several months worth of work but rather a few days (Monday was day 1 again).

I woke up about 1.5 hours later feeling long and hard contractions (which is unusual. Normally they feel short and quick)...I thought it felt like maybe I was oozing out a little bit of precum or something when I put my hand down there I realized I had actually had a WD. It is very thick and when I cleaned it up realized it is a very YELLOW color? There is also not much fluid (which many of you know is not the NORM for me).

Anyway, I wiped up the sheets for now and am falling asleep in wet sheets--normally that would bother me but something feels very manly about it tonight. (insert manly grunt). I am very hard right now...who knows I may blow even more before the night is over.

[Texanguy]

Congratulations om your WD. A WD can sometimes happen after ABing for a while, even after MBing a few times.

More than one guy has said that sleeping nude helps them get WDs, but it doesn't seem to be true for eveyone. But if sleeping nude may have helped your WD happen, I would suggest a couple of things. One is that it would be more 'manly' to sleep nude in hopes of getting another one than it would be to MB. The other is that if you are going to MB don't do it in bed nude, so that sleeping nude will stay connected to WDs and not to MB.

Being horny after a WD is one of the big differences between MB and WDs. The trick is to be more horny to repeat the WD experience than to waste it in MB.

[icandoit2]

Congratulations om your WD. A WD can sometimes happen after ABing for a while, even after MBing a few times...

Being horny after a WD is one of the big differences between MB and WDs. The trick is to be more horny to repeat the WD experience than to waste it in MB.

Thanks for your comments, Texanguy. I have had a few instances where I had a WD shortly after MBing...but was totally not expecting this one.

I had noticed I was pretty easily turned on yesterday and had even considered giving in and MB a couple of times...in fact as I was going to bed I kind of assumed I would wake up in the night and need to do that. Didn't really see this coming.

It's strange how unusually horny I am after it happened. With a normal WD I notice I don't feel the letdown like with MB but I don't know that I have ever been rock hard immediately after and it continuing for a long time. Today I am already battling inconvenient hard-ons etc.

Have a great day/night gents.

[Overload]

Great news! Congratulations on your WD!

[icandoit2]

WHITE CHRISTMAS FOR ME! =) I was not "dreaming" of a white christmas, I actually had one.

I woke up at about 6:15am feeling lots of contractions. I checked and I wasn't wet. So I got up and used the bathroom and went back to bed. Next thing I knew I woke up and felt about two good strong contractions but I woke up and the contractions stopped. I felt and had a little bit of ejaculation as I laid there I felt it continue to leak out and the wet patch got bigger.

I finally rolled over on my stomach to go back to sleep and with the pressure of the bed I ended up blowing the rest of the load.

I do remember part of the dream I was examining my penis. I remember feeling like my face was super close to my groin (clearly a dream as I can't even get CLOSE. - I have seen on here that some guys can put it in their mouths maybe that's what sparked the dream, I'm not sure.)

Anyway, it was rather pleasureful and once I actually fully released I was drenched. More than normal even.

This is my second wet dream that happened within a week of MB.

[icandoit2]

TAKING A BREAK FROM WD FORUM:

Hello guys. Just wanted to let everyone know I am taking a pretty lengthy break from the forum. I have taken some time to determine that this is the best decision for me and I believe it is at this time. This does not mean in any way that I am taking a break from ABING but I am taking a break from Forum and Chatroom and Chatting in general.

I am choosing to use this time as time to spend with the Lord instead. I believe 2013 has good things in store even though it may have already started off incorrectly I believe God has GREAT things in store for me as well as MANY of you!

I am choosing to focus on the FUTURE...not the past or any mistakes I have made but tearing out those old pages and starting with fresh clean pages. Moving ahead to the future God has for me.

Thank you to those of you I have gotten close to, trusted and even chatted with regularly. I appreciate you! I do believe this is the best thing for me at this time.

Not goodbye...but just...Much later. =)

[kipman]

Happy Birthday, man!!

[masanopat]

Happy Birthday!! Also be positive and keep your eye to the goal!!