Shiro's Journal ~Keep Me Motivated, Guys!~

[tenmashiro]

This is me. I'm just a random boy from south east asia who moved away from his country on a journey. I'm 16 but I would like to be 13 instead. It's the best year of youth.

Here's the background story.
I used to have wet dreams when I stopped masturbating when I was 13. Yea, I lost interest and had them. But then that damn friend of mine pulled me to the world of porn and went addicted to them.

After more than 2 years of being a wanka, I wanted to stop MB for personal reason, but then I started thinking that having WD wouldn't be a bad idea. From that point on, the reason has changed to aim for frequent WD. And so, I did stop for about 2 months wanting a new start of WD. Unfortunately I didn't manage to get the hold of myself

I remember the date CLEARLY: 14th November 2009!! Dang it..

But since then I put myself on oath not to MB ever again. And I still want WD, I don't care how frequent, but I want them.

And yesterday I found this great friendly forum. I read everyone's, well mostly, experience, and motivated to rise from the ashes again.

Now, here I am on a new beginning trying to get WDs.

But I believe I wouldn't be able to do this alone. Because, well you know, when you alone you feel hopeless. And so Ima hang around this forum and I want your encouragement for me.

Thank you for reading this. You guys are the best


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And so, this mark a new start for me, a new journey in a journal.

Day 1: November 29/28th 2009
Abstaining for 2 weeks have been... Easy actually.... It feels like Im not interested in anyone . Well, I want WD so badly, but I have no idea what to do beside waiting.

Random fact of the day: Enjoying GaGa's new The Fame Monster

[goldalu]

dude, don't get hung up on it. you are 16...go fuck lots of women

[tenmashiro]

Hello. Good morning (well it's morning in my place).

Hey2, I believe some teenager in this forum are on the same problem as well. Like they want WD to get sexual experience apart from MB and saving up their first.
Beside, I don't see any negative point to WD ~

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Well for the first day of trying, it seems there is still no result, just as expected. But when I wake up, this "thing" won't calm down for ages. There is still tomorrow, so I shouldn't worry

[sopater]

Wellcome tenmashiro, and goodluck.

[tenmashiro]

Yay thank you sopater~

Day 2 November 29th 2009 (I think...):
Last night went on just like usual. No wet dreams no nothing.
But I woke up with a hard-on that didn't go off after I went to the toilet for the best piss. Well, nothing beats a good piss in the morning
Today's gunna be a better day~

Random fact of the day: I don't feel anything when it comes to girls or guys. Am I asexual?

[Paul]

Hi.
How are you?Keep up the good work, and good luck.
Maybe you just dont feel anything cause you have nto met the right girl or boy yet.

[tenmashiro]

Hello Paul,

I'm doing great. Thank you.
I guess it might be true that I haven't found the right one yet
No time to worry about it, WD must comes first

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Day 3 - November 30th 2009:
Tonight I wore different short pants with a smoother and silkier surface. I did not close my room window tightly so it will be colder. I am not going to use my blanket too. I hope something will at least happen tonight. It's been 16 days after the last E. How much longer do I have to wait?


Random fact of the day: I heard that when u were dreaming of something weird sexually (like incest, rape or even homo) that doesn't mean u r in real life.

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Question: IF you fantasize about something before you go to sleep, would it increase the chance of getting WD?

Good night all~

[tenmashiro]

Ah good morning everyone (though it seems like im talking to miself *sob*)

The 16th night was... well, no WD happened. I was suppose to wear that smoother pants, but I wore the wrong one . And because of my own stupidity, I can't stand the chill at night and grabbed my blanket.

Well, I'm gonna post again tonight.
Have a nice day everyone... no one.

[tenmashiro]

DAY 4: December 1st 2009

Another month have passed and we are on our last month for 2009. Man, time flies quickly!
Since it is holiday time for me, I spent the whole day lurking through old posts and found some WD pictures and video. They are ALL motivating and keep me on fire to achieve my dream.

There's just one thing that keeps getting into my head. I read from one of the posts that was talking about how abstinence should increase sex drive, testosterone, focus, and blah. After 16 days, I don't feel any difference. Does that mean I have low testosterone?
But I'm also currently on a strict diet, a really-really strict one. Does that decrease the chance for me to get WD?

I do need some answer here. So please WDF, Pimp my brain.

Good night all.

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Question of the day: What kind of underwear or pants should I wear to get WD?

[tenmashiro]

I can't believe it. I am actually typing this at 4:44am (in my place) just because I'm too excited.

I didn't have any dream but I suddenly woke up because something felt really2 good down there. Just when I woke up, I had an emission. I don't know whether that was a wet dream or not, because I suddenly wake up JUST before my emission. That was the longest orgasm I've ever had. About 12-14 spasms (I think that's what you call it) with about 2 seconds in between. That was the biggest emission I've ever had in my life.
That was the first ejaculation.

I obviousy stayed awake after that, feeling all happy and excited. Looking at my underwear (tonight I wore a tight jockey) with cums all over it in the inside. But since I was too tired to change it (I know I'm disgusting!) I tried to go back to sleep. My penis was still very sensitive at that time. When I lie down for a couple of minute, all of a sudden I had another emission. This one was not as long as the previous one though. There were only 8-10 spasms but still the amount of semen was load and it was wonderful.

I don't know how to explain it, but was that WDs or was it just SEs? I'm confused because both emissions happened when I was awake.

I did not take any photos / pic since I don't have a good quality camera. Esp when I was too excited about this after not having WD for more than 2 years.

[Texanguy]

It sounds like at least the first one was a WD, since you woke up just as it was happening. The second one sounds more like an SE, maybe from being so excited about the first one.

You didn't say for sure, but it seems like you enjoyed these long lasting orgasms better than MB. You've now proved that you don't need to MB to get orgasms, and that you have better orgasms when you don't MB. I think the best thing to do now is make sure you continue not to MB, and don't try to force an SE. Just let more of them happen while you sleep.

If you are looking for the best underwear to sleep in, some guys find sleeping nude is best for WD's.

[tenmashiro]

Yay, finally someone replied! *sob* I'm so touched *sob*
Yay, finally a wet dream after 2 or more years!

Thank's Texanguy for telling me what it was. Because I was terribly confused between those terms that I'm not that familiar with. But, can u actually get an SE from excitement? I've heard of depression causing SE, but not excitement.

And once again thank you for motivating me. Because that is the only reason why I keep wandering around this forum, motivation. And since I know what to do to get such a wonderful feeling - MB doesn't even compare to them in any point - I'm going to keep trying on getting them.

Thank's a lot everyone for the motivations, for the warmth welcomes, and knowledge that I receive.


WD + 1, Yay!

[Jamie]

I would say your first emission was definitely a wet dream. The second one I am not sure but my guess is you drifted off to sleep without realizing it and thought you were still awake lying in bed.

Usually when you have a wet dream you wake up with an erection that does not go away very quickly. After your first emission did you calm down before the second one happened? If it did and you swear you were awake then you should have noticed that suddenly and for no reason your penis would have quickly become erect and began ejaculating again by itself. When this was happening did you notice that your heartbeat suddenly started pounding harder as well?

It would be nice to see the picture of what happened. Since you already saw pictures posted here I guess when you say you had a lot it really was a lot.

I am glad also to hear that you think my video helped inspire you to get a wet dream. How do you think that helped?

[Texanguy]

And since I know what to do to get such a wonderful feeling - MB doesn't even compare to them in any point - I'm going to keep trying on getting them.

You have an advantage at your age. You already know that you can experience WD's and that they are much better than MB. So keep reinforcing in your mind that MB is inferior, unnatural, unnecessary, and that it actually prevents the best orgasms. With the right attitude, you can push MB further and further out of your mind, and not even think about MB as you enjoy many more WD's.

Good luck and keep us updated!

[tenmashiro]

Hello guys, thanks for your replies. This topic has reached 100 views, woohoo!

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Hi Jamie,

First thing first, I'd like to thank you once again for the video u posted ages ago even though I can't find any reason for me to get "inspired". I was actually amazed and motivated somehow.

I did notice that after my first emission my penis stayed erect and it did not go away. It did not go away after the second emission either. I was awake, well half-awake, but I'm sure of it.
It's exactly like you said, my heart start pounding harder after that.

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Hi Texanguy,

Thank you. That comment makes me want more WDs and hate MB.
And I believe that everyone who wants WD should have the same view of what WD & MB is like.

Good luck to you too. I'll keep updating my progress on this log~

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This morning (well, my last sleep) it happened again.

I woke up just before I came. It was even longer than yesterday but the emission was not as much as yesterday. The weird thing is, I felt empty halfway through the ejaculation. It was just like normal ejaculation for the first half, and then it went like an almost-dry ejaculation in the end. Is that normal?

Well, having 2 WDs in a row is a bit unusual
It stayed erect after that, and possibly even until when I wake up in the morning where it was still erect. It was a bit annoying actually.

Oh and next time I have a WD I'll try to post photos. The reason I didn't took one last night (or this morning) was because I remembered we were still voting for more WD photos in the other topic. Just in case I'll get banned for posting more pics

[Texanguy]

Congratulations on two WD's in a row! It seems like you have become a successful full time WDer, and there is no need for you to ever MB.

That comment makes me want more WDs and hate MB.

Loving WD's and hating MB with all its negative effects is probably the attitude that many full time wet dreamers have. Might as well do the same!

It is interesting to take note that you've abstained for many days in the past without any ejaculations, and now you've had three very intense and long lasting ones in two days. This also happens to some other guys who abstain, and proves that WD's aren't from just having a full load of semen. In fact it suggests that a WD may help stimulate production of more semen than MB does. Part of the WD process may be to 'refill' quickly.

No one will get banned for posting pictures, so feel free to do so. It may help inspire others.

Good luck in keeping up the high WD rate!

[tenmashiro]

Thanks Texanguy,

I think 2 WDs (and 1 SE) in a row is kind of uncommon (maybe it was luck?) hehe
actually that wasn't my 3rd day of abstaining. I think that was the 17th . When I wrote day 3, I was trying to say the 3rd day since I try to get a WD, not the 3rd day I've been abstaining. So it was a pretty hard work.

I remembered though, in my previous try of abstaining (the one I manage to hold for about 60 days) I happened to edge for once / twice. Maybe it has connection towards WD? Idk too much about it.

This also happens to some other guys who abstain, and proves that WD's aren't from just having a full load of semen. In fact it suggests that a WD may help stimulate production of more semen than MB does. Part of the WD process may be to 'refill' quickly.

That sounds cool. So once you got it, you will obviously get it again IF you completely repent from MB. Yay!

Anyway, once I have another WD I'll get a good shot to post.

Good luck on you too buddy~

[Thursday]

[...] I spent the whole day lurking through old posts and found some WD pictures and video. They are ALL motivating and keep me on fire to achieve my dream. [...]

^ How exactly does looking at a picture of a boy's wet, semen-covered underpants or bed-sheets, motivate you? How? Once you've seen one picture, why do you need to keep on looking at more? (This is when it becomes analogous to looking at pornography - if a person's reasons are pure and genuine, one picture should suffice - looking at multiple pictures indicates addiction.) For me, when I noticed these photographs of semen-covered underpants and sheets, my reaction was to press the "back" button on my web browser. Looking at the pictures showed what you'd expect - something you could make yourself, either by having an NE, or MB'ing and ejaculating onto your bed or into your underpants. The pictures could easily be faked too. Well, having seen such pictures, I wasn't motivated at all - because I really can't see how looking at such pictures can motivate a person. It's just the physical end-results, that you know will be the end results, without having seen any photographs. I can understand how reading a great story of a WD - how good it felt, how the person felt afterwards, etc. could motivate a person, by making them think something like, "wow, WDs seem to be very enjoyable, and I've never experienced them before, so I'd like to experience these pleasurable WDs, I want to experience for myself what it feels like to have WDs... etc." Looking at a picture, however ~ how could it motivate someone in a similar way - or in any way?

[Thursday]

No one will get banned for posting pictures, so feel free to do so. It may help inspire others.

Hi Texanguy, how are you?

Firstly, please explain to me how pictures of semen on underwear or sheets, or simply wet underwear or sheets, "may inspire others."

Secondly, why don't you fill out the information on your profile, on the left-hand-side panel, like all other FMs do? When was the last time you had a WD? Do you MB? Do you have sex? How often do you have WDs? You're a moderator, so I think people in positions of authority such as you, should lead by example - we (the FMs) are being honest and open, (well I am,) so why do you not reveal the information other FMs are asked to share?

If you want to "inspire others" to have WDs, I think being open and honest about your own situation would be more helpful, than encouraging boys to post photographs of their semen-covered underwear and sheets.

[tenmashiro]

^ How exactly does looking at a picture of a boy's wet, semen-covered underpants or bed-sheets, motivate you? How? Once you've seen one picture, why do you need to keep on looking at more?

Hello Thursday,

*gulp* This is the first time for me to talk to you... and it's kinda scary.
First thing first, if I just read another forum member's experience what I get in mind is like "Is it true?" or "Could he be lying?" and stuff, so there are doubts than keeps floating in my mind. When I first saw one picture of WD, I thought of it as a proof that "It is true" and "He's not lying". And the more pictures I saw, the more I can believe that it can actually happen. The motivation comes as "If he can, why can't I have a WD?". So it's not a pervy or pornographic pursuit. The reason I keep on looking, well to make me keep on believing, not addiction.

It's not like I click on one of the picture and keep staring at it for hours, NO! As soon as the view is clear that this guy is not lying, that's sufficient and I'm not looking at it. I admit that it looks disgusting and gross, but motivation is what I'm looking for, not fulfilling addiction.


EDIT: It is true that the pictures might be bogus, but when it connects to the person's story (if it's sensible) it might be a true picture, not forged.

I hope you understand and stop thinking that I don't have any intention of seeing those pictures as pornographic.

[Thursday]

^ Thanks for your reply. You've not explained specifically what value WD-photographs have, and why you can't find sufficient motivation from descriptions alone. I'm surprised that you find talking to me scary, I don't mean to be, I just want to learn from, and help, others.

Please reply Texanguy.

[tenmashiro]

^ Haha of course I felt scared. I'm talking to a mod right? Well I think I am. Besides after reading hundreds of your post, it seems that ur the type who I should be careful when talking XD. But no worries pal. We'll always want to learn, right?

[Thursday]

^ I'm just another member, like you. Good to meet you. Yes we're all hear to learn, and we're all the same too. You can talk to me if you choose to ~ there's nothing to worry about.

[tenmashiro]

^ Yeah sure. U r one of the most educated person in this forum that I know of (besides Jamie perhaps?)

OMG I just realized that your avatar picture has a human yoga in it. I thought it was only a tree XD



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Day XX: 5th December 2009 - (Yeah I've lost count of the day XD)

Since my last WD (which I think was 3 Days ago) I've had two SEs that happens when I stayed awake until morning. Both happens when I didn't sleep until early in the morning (like 5-6am). Last time, it happens at about 5 in the morning. I was just going on Facebook reading some comments and posts when I suddenly ejaculated. I'm sure there were contractions but I thought SE happens without contractions. What is this?

Another question: You know how people abstain from MB to get WD. If you have SE (not MB) will that actually ruin your quest for WD? Because I do want some more WDs, not SEs...

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Really, my teacher was right when she failed all my english exams

[goldalu]

hey THURSDAY: I gotta say that your posts are good, but that picture you attach as a signature is pretty damn annoying and too large.

[scorkin21]

so proud of you getting 2 WD n 1 SE all in 2 days.

wish i can be just like you.

I live in Singapore, just a few hundred km away from you.

hope you are doing fine, and enjoy the WD that are coming in the future.

all the best.

scorkin21

[tenmashiro]

Hello all ~

Merry belated Christmas to you all, sorry for being inactive for a while. Because, well... I don't know. Bored perhaps?

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@Scorkin21: Hey man. How is it going? I used to visit SG very often like twice a month since my parent works from my country to SG so often, but I havent visit there in a while. Kinda miss it, especially People's Park ><

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Anyway, this morning I got a real WD. My prev ones happened with no dream so it was an SE I suppose. But this morning it was different.

Here's the dream (I know it's weird):

So, the story based upon a traditional clothing contest from different country. The prize was well, accomodated marriage ><. There were (as I could recall) Chinese, Japanese, Korean, South American and some other asian countries. Funnily, it was a 3rd point of view story ><. The Korean one won the contest. The couple was saving up for marriage lol. Anyway, so.
The couple got married and blah blah blah and stayed at this magnificent hotel. (The hotel was... well the hotel I last stayed in NZ lol lol.)

The couple went to the swimming pool. The view switched from a 3rd point of view to 1st person point of view, which I became the Korean groom (I'm not Korean btw ). Since they are already married they decided to do their first time on the pool (LOL). The bride started to touch my pee-pee >< (I remember it was massive in my dream) and I pissed in the pool.

And that's when I felt the stream coming out of my real peeeeeenis~ It was sooo pleasant. I felt like I was floating on my bed. My whole body felt numb and can't move. It was undescribable. But the mess was terrible, and that's why I chose not to take any picture. (how is it terrible, not gonna tell)

That's my story. Hope I get another one soon~

[sopater]

^^Funny!