My quest for abstinence again!

[rdgann]

10/22/2009
DAY 47!!

I am going crazy! The daytime prostatic pressure now and tingly feeling are radiating down the back of my thighs. And at night the morning woods are very strong and last for quite a while both at bedtime and in the mornings. My body is on the verge of one massive ejaculation! I just don't know when. But the pressure is throbbing and the tingly orgasmic feeling are radiating down my thighs and it kinda tickles and feels pleasurable. This is insane!

[rdgann]

Day 48

[rdgann]

Day 52- VICTORY
Previoius WD - 17 days ago on Day 35
10/27/2009 - Had a mini wet dream
Dream occurred around 6:30-6:45am

Yes, last night was an official wet dream. The dream occurred around 6:45am. I had a crazy dreams earlier in the night that included nudity, almost being murdered by my ex girlfirend's dad. CRAZY STUFF! The next dream is vague and I can't remember all the parts except I remember having an erection and I remember seeing either semen or precum coming out in the dream. I felt the pleasurable contractions in the dream and felt the fluid coming out. It seemed like a lot, but when I awoke it was about a quarter size stain on my boxers. I squeezed the tip and it was a watery based semen fluid. As I was showering a drop or two of precum came out as well.

The stain is similar to Jamie's 1st ejaculation in his video at around the 1:25 mark. Hopefully, I will have blown WD eventually. Oh well, It was been 17 days since my last ejaculation which was day 35! So, it seems the frequency of emissions may be narrowing a bit. We shall see.

Who wants to let masturbation get in the way of this!

[Texanguy]

Yes, last night was an official wet dream... Oh well, It was been 17 days since my last ejaculation which was day 35! So, it seems the frequency of emissions may be narrowing a bit.

Congratulations! Perhaps a full blown WD is just around the corner.

Who wants to let masturbation get in the way of this!

I think a lot of it is attitude. Quitting MB and leaving the effects of immature 'penile sexualty' behind isn't really denial of pleasure, it's moving forward and embracing more mature and complete 'full body' sexuality with its t-buzz, energy, control, and of course WD's.

I think a guy can reach a point where he realizes that going back to MB really just doesn't hack it any more, and that can make it even easier to leave it behind.

Good luck in getting more WD's!

[Squeeze]

That's awesome, RD! Yeah, keep up the good work! Hopefully this was just a little earthquake before the main event! I don't think the geyser has fully gone off yet, ha ha

[shadow_flare]

All in all still very good. Wow so if you have another one sooner then there might be something about frequency changes.
I once heard of one guy who stopped mb to get a wd... and they too increased in frequency... but then he couldn't stop them lol... how true that is? I am not sure...

[rdgann]

Day 53
10/28/09

No new news!

[rdgann]

Day 56
WET DREAM VICTORY!
10/31/09 Happy Halloween!!!!
Wet dream occured at 1:30am
Only 4 days since last WD!!!


I came home from downtown Nashville around midnight and dozed off to bed. I awoke around 130 feeling myself ejaculating, I felt four or five pleasurable contactions. I felt down around my penis and sure enough I had ejaculated. The stain was the largest one yet, but still a far cry from Jamie's or Unioniacs. I think I am waking up right as the ejaculation is starting and as a result I am not getting the complete WD experience.

WOW, I wasn't expecting a WD so soon, it sneaked up on me by surprise.

I have made an observation though as to my prolonged abstaining. It seems that my penis girth has shrunk a good bit. I used to not be able to get my hand around my penis, while erect, and now I can. I think the length is still about the same, but I think it has became a bit narrower But, its sensitivity is much more! So its a trade-off and since I am not having sex right now, I guess I won't complain. My theory is that chronic masturbation increases penile girth, like lifting weight and abstaining from that will cause some atrophy.

Well good luck to everyone on there endeavours!

[Texanguy]

Congratulations on getting another WD so soon! It seems to me that you have embraced the waking and sleeping positives of abstaining, and see MB as a negative, more than ever before. Maybe that is contributing to getting WD's more easily.

As far as girth is concerned, I'm not sure that there is a good explanation, and I haven't heard of this before. Maybe it is at least partly perception, or could it be that you are now actually longer? On the other hand, maybe this is your natural and proper girth, and chronic MB caused a reaction.

Good luck in getting more, and more intense, WD's soon.

[rdgann]

Day 58!
Another WD!
Only 2 days since last one
Happened at 530am

This is incredible. I had a dream where I was getting a massage. In the dream I felt myself reaching orgasm. Then In the middle of the orgasm in the dream I awoke and felt the wetness. Truly MB free is the way to be! Though I wish my dreams would be more heterosexual in nature

[Texanguy]

Day 58!
Another WD!
Only 2 days since last one
Happened at 530am

This is incredible. I had a dream where I was getting a massage. In the dream I felt myself reaching orgasm. Then In the middle of the orgasm in the dream I awoke and felt the wetness. Truly MB free is the way to be! Though I wish my dreams would be more heterosexual in nature

Congratulations! It seems like you have achieved full WD mode this time!

Can you think of anything that you have been doing differently when abstaining this time? After all, you have abstained for a long time several times before, and not had this kind of 'WD mode' success. Any differences in edging, watching porn, diet, exercise, etc? What are you wearing to bed? Do you think that negative attitudes about MB and increasing enjoyment of the positive effects of abstaining have had an effect?

Whatever the cause, it appears that this time you have succeeded in trading MB for full WD mode. Your observations on how you might have achieved this might be very useful for others.

Do you have much of a desire to MB now?

It may be too early to tell for sure, but you may be following in the footsteps of our most successful MBer turned WDer, shadow-15. His WD frequency started pretty high after waiting a few weeks for his first WD, and his WD rate kept increasing for several weeks after that. He eventually had (and probably still has) WD's several nights in a row, and occasionally had two WD's in one night. He said that his WD's kept getting better and better, way better than MB. His attitude about MB became more and more negative. He said he was never going to MB again, and didn't like to think back to the time when he used to MB.

I wouldn't worry about the dream content (except ideally you won't dream of MB). No one has control over what they dream about. WD's are the natural outlet, and meant to be enjoyed. The more WD's you have and the more you enjoy them, the less appeal MB would likely have. After all, what's the point of MB when you have a superior and more natural outlet?

Good luck in continuing a high WD rate. You have achieved full WD mode. Enjoy it to the max!

[shadow_flare]

Day 58!
Another WD!
Only 2 days since last one
Happened at 530am

This is incredible. I had a dream where I was getting a massage. In the dream I felt myself reaching orgasm. Then In the middle of the orgasm in the dream I awoke and felt the wetness. Truly MB free is the way to be! Though I wish my dreams would be more heterosexual in nature

Congratulations! It seems like you have achieved full WD mode this time!

Can you think of anything that you have been doing differently when abstaining this time? After all, you have abstained for a long time several times before, and not had this kind of 'WD mode' success. Any differences in edging, watching porn, diet, exercise, etc? What are you wearing to bed? Do you think that negative attitudes about MB and increasing enjoyment of the positive effects of abstaining have had an effect?

Whatever the cause, it appears that this time you have succeeded in trading MB for full WD mode. Your observations on how you might have achieved this might be very useful for others.

Do you have much of a desire to MB now?

It may be too early to tell for sure, but you may be following in the footsteps of our most successful MBer turned WDer, shadow-15. His WD frequency started pretty high after waiting a few weeks for his first WD, and his WD rate kept increasing for several weeks after that. He eventually had (and probably still has) WD's several nights in a row, and occasionally had two WD's in one night. He said that his WD's kept getting better and better, way better than MB. His attitude about MB became more and more negative. He said he was never going to MB again, and didn't like to think back to the time when he used to MB.

I wouldn't worry about the dream content (except ideally you won't dream of MB). No one has control over what they dream about. WD's are the natural outlet, and meant to be enjoyed. The more WD's you have and the more you enjoy them, the less appeal MB would likely have. After all, what's the point of MB when you have a superior and more natural outlet?

Good luck in continuing a high WD rate. You have achieved full WD mode. Enjoy it to the max!

Hey I too have heard from a few people I know on a few sites that had WD frequency increases... some of them still have them regardless of mb.


Also congrats on your WD rdgann... especially on a multiple. This gives me hope now.

[Texanguy]

Hey I too have heard from a few people I know on a few sites that had WD frequency increases... some of them still have them regardless of mb.


Also congrats on your WD rdgann... especially on a multiple. This gives me hope now.

What sites are those? It seems pretty clear that most guys who resume MB will have their WD's disappear completely. But even if some guys can still get them, they probably wouldn't occur as often as if they had kept abstaining from MB.

Once a guy achives a high WD rate, what's the point of MB? After all, a good WD feels better, lasts longer, is more exciting, and is more rewarding and satisfying than MB. Once the WD's start, not MBing at all should increase their frequency, intensity, and enjoyment. I think most guys who wake up from yet another massive WD with a smile on their face would rather look forward to their next one, knowing it will come soon, than even think about MB.

[shadow_flare]

What sites are those? It seems pretty clear that most guys who resume MB will have their WD's disappear completely. But even if some guys can still get them, they probably wouldn't occur as often as if they had kept abstaining from MB.

Once a guy achives a high WD rate, what's the point of MB? After all, a good WD feels better, lasts longer, is more exciting, and is more rewarding and satisfying than MB. Once the WD's start, not MBing at all should increase their frequency, intensity, and enjoyment. I think most guys who wake up from yet another massive WD with a smile on their face would rather look forward to their next one, knowing it will come soon, than even think about MB.

Hm... the sites? I honestly don't remember. There was two or three of them. I found a couple last year in fact when I was attempting abstinence before to achieve a wd. I can find them and pm them to you if you want. The guy I was talking with actually made a post on a question forum about it and he stopped to get a wd... and after some time he started getting them... a lot really... but for whatever reason he stopped abstaining and went back to mb... but he still got wds, but not at the frequency he had originally.
I contacted him on the site and he got back to me.
The guy was telling me to be careful what I wish for because I might get it and I might not like it lol. So he had an increase of frequency, but decreased when he started mb... but continued to have wds even with mb.

[rdgann]

Day 59
Nothing to report.

Answering Texanguys question. I believe the WDs are linked primarlily to my body just not having any other outlet to release. I had to wait a long time and almost gave into MB when I finally had my first WD at day 35. The day 35 WD was pleasurable but not a lot of cum.. The next WD came 17 days later, the next 4 days later, and the last one was 2 days after that. All of the WDs have been small in size, but definitely include an ejaculation of a quarter size stain or more. I think I am reaching stage 1 of ejaculation in most of the dreams. As I am awaking I do feel the pulsations and contractions and I feel the fluid coming out. It is quite relaxing and erotic. Sometimes I am in a dual ejaculating and dream state which is the best.

I don't know when my next WD will be. But I do know that abstaining has finally led to increase frequency. I think once I quit edging, quit provoking myself, and get my mind off any conscious effort to get an orgasm, the WDs began occuring. Perhaps my brain is rewiring the neural pathways. This is fasincating, and I still feel a perpetual t-buzz, but it is hard to tell anything really different from day to day.

Now that I am approaching the 60 day milestone, the urge to MB or even act out sexually with someone is definitely really there! However, my spiritual Christian convictions and realization that 15 sec of orgasmic pleasure is not worth starting all over! I have come too far to turn back now. Anytime I feel tempted I just remind myself that if I do indulge in illicit behavior would I love myself or hate myself afterward. That usually helps me to stay focused.

Good luck to everyone else.

[rdgann]

Friday Nov 6th, 2009
Another WD to report!
Day 62
Occured at 6:30am
Last WD - 4 days ago

After awaking a couple of times throughout the night. I had a very vivid dream of me mbing in a dream. I was by my computer in my computer desk MBing and felt my self begin to cum. I shot a massive load in the dream and the cum actually hit me in the face like a cannon. I felt several strong contractions. As I awoke and came out of the dream, there were only one small spot of cum that actually came out and the tip of my penis was wet with semen. The ejaculation wasn't much, but the dream was freaking intense and I felt the orgasm in the dream for sure. The dream seemed so real, that when I awoke I thought I had really MBed LOL.

MB free is the way to be.

Good luck Everyone

[shadow_flare]

Amazing! Thats great you had a wd! Congrats!

[Hoban]

I must add my belated congrats to this wonderful WD!

[Hoban]

Remember to have a look at your inbox rdgann!