PlainsMustang's 2009 WD log

[PlainsMustang]

In order to keep things neat and orderly, I've decided to start a new thread for my WD log in 2009. My 2008 log can still be found at the following link for information and research purposes: http://wetdreamforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=2548

All conventions remain the same for postings this year except 1) I'm starting the first entry this year at #1 again, and if I reference an entry from last year I'll preface it with "2008-" (e.g. 2008-#32); and 2) I've removed "Mood the day before" from post headings. If I'm particularly stressed, moody, etc. I'll make note of it, otherwise it doesn't seem that mood has any effect on WD frequency or timing.

Date Listing:
Thursday, January 1, 2009 (15 days; 3 since MB)
Sunday, January 11, 2009 (10 days)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 (9 days)
MB - Monday, January 26, 2009 (6 days; 28 since MB)
Sunday, February 1, 2009 (12 days; 6 since MB)
MB - Monday, February 9, 2009 (8 days; 14 since MB)
MB - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 (10 days; 2 since MB)
Saturday, February 21, 2009 (20 days; 10 since MB)
Sunday, February 22, 2009 (1 day)
Friday, February 27, 2009 (5 days)
Monday, March 9, 2009 (10 days)
MB - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 (2 days; 28 since MB)
Friday, March 20, 2009 (11 days; 9 since MB)
MB - Monday, March 22, 2009 (2 days; 11 since MB)
MB - Thursday, March 26, 2009 (6 days; 4 since MB)
Monday, March 30, 2009 (10 days; 4 since MB)
MB - Friday, April 3, 2009 (4 days; 8 since MB)
Thursday, April 9, 2009 (10 days; 6 since MB)
Monday, April 13, 2009 (4 days)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 (2 days)
Saturday, April 25, 2009 (10 days)
Thursday, April 30, 2009 (5 days)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 (6 days)
Sunday, May 10, 2009 (4 days)
MB - Thursday, May 14, 2009 (4 days; 41 since MB)
Saturday, May 23, 2009 (13 days; 9 since MB)
MB - Thursday, June 11, 2009 (19 days; 28 since MB)
Monday, June 15, 2009 (23 days; 4 since MB)
Thursday, July 2, 2009 (17 days)
Sunday, July 5, 2009 (3 days)
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 (3 days)
Saturday, July 11, 2009 (3 days)
Monday, July 13, 2009 (2 days)
MB - Saturday, July 18, 2009 (5 days; 37 since MB)
Monday, July 27, 2009 (14 days; 9 since MB)
Sunday, August 9, 2009 (13 days)
Thursday, August 20, 2009 (11 days)
Monday, August 24, 2009 (4 days)
Friday, September 4, 2009 (11 days)
Monday, September 21, 2009 (17 days)
Thursday, October 1, 2009 (10 days)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 (6 days)
Sunday, October 11, 2009 (4 days)
Thursday, October 15, 2009 (4 days)
Sunday, October 18, 2009 (3 days)

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #1

Date of Entry: Thursday, January 01, 2009 9am
Date of WD: Early am, same day
Days since Last WD: 15 (3 since MB)
Sleepwear: Briefs
Position: Stomach

Well, this is a good way to start off the new year! I don’t remember the dream leading up to the ejaculation, but I did become lucid for the orgasm. I thought that I had woken up at first, but I continued dreaming afterwards. I think I remember a woman being there, but I can’t say anything beyond that with confidence. I would give the orgasm about a 7 or 8 on the pleasure scale. As can be seen, I decided to “shake things up” a little and wore briefs for the first time in probably a year or so. I think MBing on Monday jump-started the WDs again (not that I would ever MB just to “get things rolling,” of course). I usually have my first WD within 3-5 days of MBing, so this time was no exception.

[maverick]

Congratutations PlainsMustang, nice start. On a side note, do you remember how many days of abstinence it took you to get to the wd cycle. From your record it seems you were already in the wd mode when you joined the forum in march 2008 and the longest you went without an ejaculation (mb or wd) from that point was 17 days.

[Texanguy]

Congratulations on starting out the new year right!

[midlifecrisis430]

Thanks for the pic...ew.
Anyway, congrats. Hoping new years resolutions follow through.

[Jamie]

Hey you even beat me to the first wet dream of the year!

Actually yours looks probably the most like mine do. I dont know if it is because I wear briefs too, well boxer briefs, or that you must point up so the stain is at the waistband.

Happy Wet Year.

[Squeeze]

Hey, PM, how's it going these days?!

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #2
Date of Entry: Monday, January 12, 2009 10am
Date of WD: Sunday, January 11, 2009
Days since Last WD: 10
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Right side

I don’t remember the dream for this one, but I was semi-awake for the ejaculation. I’d rank it about a 6.5 on the pleasure scale. Not mind-blowing, but satisfying nonetheless. Nothing of particular note this time around, other than I find abstinence easier and easier each time. Mostly, I think, because I know the “early warning signs” and I’m able to nip the problem in bud.


@Maverick
It looks to me, based on my records from last year, and from past abstinences before I joined this forum, that it takes me personally about 2-3 weeks to completely switch to WD mode after heavy MB. By this I mean the "cravings" drop off to a normal level, the t-buzz comes back, and I start having WDs on a semi-regular schedule.

@Squeeze, Jamie, Texanguy, and others
Thanks for your encouragement guys. I know I wouldn't have been able to make it this far without you guys behind me!

[maverick]

Thanks for the response Mustang, this is helpful. I gather from your answer that my age and my long time mb habit is a drag on my results (lack of results) so far. I have been abstaining since dec. 17 and the longest i went was 29 days with no wd. It will take me probably 45-60 days in my case if i can get there. I will try harder this time and if i make it i guess that will send a signal of hope for members in their fifties. Thanks again...and good luck in breaking your 101 days record in 2009...you are really an inspiration!!!!

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #3

Date of Entry: Wednesday, January 21, 2009 9am
Date of WD: Early am; Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Days since Last WD: 9
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Stomach

I awoke during the ejaculation, but I don’t remember the dream yesterday. I had a pretty good amount of ejaculate; probably half over again of the usual amount. I have been extremely horny these last couple days, and the WD yesterday didn’t curb that at all. If anything, it’s intensified. I’ll have to keep a close watch on things and make sure I’m strictly following the no-hands rule, as this much horniness can easily lead to porn, edging, etc.

[PlainsMustang]

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Entry for Monday, January 26, 2009

Well, unfortunately I fell off the horse yesterday and MBed after viewing porn. I kept a strict no-hands policy very well until yesterday, but my thoughts have drifted to places they shouldn’t have been for several days now, starting back at about the last WD on Wednesday. I haven’t kept my mind (or body) as active as I should have been, and as the horribly cliché, but true, saying goes, “idle hands are the Devil’s workshop.” Although I’m very disappointed at yet another failure, I’m encouraged that every time I fail I learn something. This time around Proverbs 6:27 rings true to me: “Can a man take fire in his bosom, and his clothes not be burned?” Toying with sexual fantasies and daydreams is akin to playing with fire: encouraging thoughts and desires you can’t fulfill only leads to MB and failure. Once again though, as I find increasingly is the case, even if I hadn’t actually ejaculated, or even physically MBed, I would not have been happy with the last few days. I will do much better to guard my heart from impure thoughts this time around, and hopefully I’ll break my previous 101 day record on May 7.

[maverick]

Good luck Mustang. I for one believe you will break your 101 record. I'm having trouble myself and edged a few times without crossing over but i will have to stop playing with fire. My first wd is difficult to achieve but i really want to experience it and so i must resist.

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #4
Date of Entry: Thursday, February 05, 2009
Date of WD: Early am, Sunday, February 1, 2009
Days since Last WD: 12 (6 since MB)
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Stomach

Not much to report; just a standard NE. Don’t remember the dream, and didn’t wake for the ejaculation. I woke up wet early in the morning, about 5 or so, and went back to sleep again.

[PlainsMustang]

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Entry for Monday, February 9, 2009

When it rains it pours, as the saying goes. I messed up again yesterday, after only two weeks of abstinence. This time it was totally impromptu, with no “lead up” as usual. I was fine Sunday, and suddenly Monday morning I was as horny as a stallion near a mare in heat. I was getting undressed in the bathroom to shower, and I violated rule #1 for the first time in two weeks: the no-hands rule. “One thing led to another,” as I usually say, and I blew it before I knew what was happening. It reminds me of the old joke: “God gave men two heads, but only enough blood to supply one at a time.”

It seems as though I have “bouts of failure” where I’ll mess up 2-3 times in between record-length abstinences. My theory is that once I mess up, I have a hard time getting back into abstinence mentally, and probably physically too. In any case, I’m going to redouble my efforts over the next few weeks to keep things under control until I get back into the swing of things.

[msn2526]

I can understand where you coming from. I have went weeks but then one night i blew it.

[PlainsMustang]

Friday, February 13, 2009
Entry for Wednesday, February 11, 2009

One of the worst things about messing up is having to “report in” and record my failure. I suppose that’s a good thing because it sticks in my mind and serves as a reminder the next time temptation rears its ugly head. Nonetheless, I still feel awful knowing that I’ve let myself, and you guys, down, and that I can do better. As I said in my last entry, I seem to have failure “bouts” where I fail 2-3 times, and then get back on track. So I guess here’s hoping the third time’s a charm. . .

[maverick]

Good luck Mustang. At least you are honest in your reporting. You achieved great things in the past and you know what they say, the best predictor of our future behavior is our past behavior!

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #5
Date of Entry: Saturday, February 21, 2009 6pm
Date of WD: Early AM, same day
Days since Last WD: 20 (10 since MB)
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Back

I don’t remember most of the dream, but near the end I remember someone (don’t know who) was grabbing my erect penis and squeezing hard. It felt really good, and I told them to do it harder. They squeezed again, and I woke up and came. I was awake for the whole orgasm. My penis was flaccid in real life, and I had about 4-5 “pulses” with ejaculation. It’s the best WD I’ve had in quite a while and I enjoyed it a lot. I’d say it was probably an 8.5 on the pleasure scale. I just lay there basking in the afterglow, and I fell back asleep again. I don’t know the time, but it was still dark out so it must have been pretty early.

[Texanguy]

Congratulations on getting back to a WD after your slip ups. It's interesting that you had and '8.5' while flaccid. Do you think there is any correlation between sleeping on your back and the intensity of the WD?

If this WD ranked an 8.5, how would you rank your last MB sessions? It seems like if a guy can get WD's at the rate you do, and they rank a lot better than MB, that eventually the desire to MB would just kind of fade away and be replaced with a desire for more WD's. Could there be some kind of attachment to MB even though WD's are better? Might it take some 'mental step' to finally move beyond MB for good?

Considering where you are now, what is so good about MB? Do you really enjoy it? What's wrong with considering it not as something you have to resist, but rather as something that is immature and inherently inadequate and unfulfilling? Try replacing resisting MB with finding MB rather negative and not something you want to do any more. Just move beyond MB as you once did training wheels on a bicycle. As a WDer, you can't really enjoy going back to MB any more, so don't even bother!

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #6

Date of Entry: Sunday, February 22, 2009 8:30am
Date of WD: About 5am, same day
Days since Last WD: 1
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Back/left side

Not much to report; just a standard NE. I didn’t even realize I had a WD until I rolled over into the still-wet stain sometime around 5:30am. There was a standard amount of ejaculate, and today I am very horny.

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #7

Date of Entry: Saturday, February 28, 2009 12:30am
Date of WD: Early AM, Friday, February 27, 2009
Days since Last WD: 5
Sleepwear: Jockstrap
Position: Back

I slept very fitfully last night, after having a hard time falling asleep. I woke up probably 3-4 times during the night with a raging hard-on. I’m not really sure what precipitated such a difficult time, but I had been rather horny the last day or two. Truthfully I do wonder if wearing my new jockstrap was part of the reason I was so horny all night, but I tend to doubt it. I had to buy one for sparring in martial arts, and I decided I’d try something new for a change and wore it to bed (without the hard cup). My horniness tends to come in “crests” and “troughs,” and the last couple days have apparently been a crest. It does feel as if it’s subsiding a bit though, so I’ll see how the next day or two ends up.

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #8

Date of Entry: Tuesday, March 10, 2009 11pm
Date of WD: Early AM, Monday, March 09, 2009
Days since Last WD: 10
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Back

No dream and I didn’t wake for the ejaculation. Had a pretty good amount of ejaculate, as expected after 10 days. I feel pretty “even” mentally after this one. Not extremely tense or anxious, nor lethargic and drawn out.

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #9

Date of Entry: Monday, March 23, 2009
Date of WD: Early AM, Friday, March 20, 2009
Days since Last WD: 11 (9 since MB)
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Unk.

This is a first: I had a dream that I had a WD, and it was a WD in real life! I dreamt that I was dreaming, I don’t remember what, and then I woke up in my dream. I thought I was awake for a while, until I awoke for real a little while later. I remember “waking from the orgasm” in the dream just like real life, and it was very realistic. I don’t remember what happened between my “fake awakening” and the real one, but I do remember talking to someone at some point and telling them I had a WD. It might have been my brother; not sure. I don’t remember what position I was in when I woke up for real, but in the dream I was on my back.

[PlainsMustang]

Monday, March 23, 2009
Entry for Sunday, March 22, 2009
2 days since last WD; 11 since last MB

As usual, the “last time I will ever MB” wasn’t my last. I’m trying to figure out why I’ve been doing so poorly lately, and I think it’s simply because my spiritual life is suffering right now. I haven’t been keeping up with regular devotional time, and my head just hasn’t been in the right place. I am still doing way better than I ever have in my life before, but it’s still not good enough for me. I guess that’s a good thing, because I’m continuing to move away from the MB lifestyle and into WDs. I’m becoming dissatisfied with the status quo and desiring growth, which is great. I just have to work on the finer details and be patient in the mean time, and realize that it will be a long road to recovery (Rome wasn’t built in a day).

[maverick]

You are still doing great and getting better at it. Now i know that a second slip up in the same month is considered a big let down by your standard. This will become my failure gage in the future.

As you probably know i am trying to reach wd mode since september and my best run was 46 days but consistency is my problem. My best 3 month run was like an average of 2 mb per month and obviously not good enough to start a wd cycle.

March is terrible for me with 5 mb but i will try to keep it at one at most for april, may, june. Of course zero is the aim but it seems a mission impossible.

Any suggestions is welcomed. I need some help to get to the wd mode.

[Squeeze]

Yeah, dude--don't get discouraged! Just keep on the right path--don't let this stumble become a fall!

(On day 6 here! woot woot!)

[PlainsMustang]

Thursday, March 26, 2009
6 days since last WD; 4 since last MB

Well I’m out of excuses at this point. I’m just going to have to put my shoulder to the plow and give this some good old elbow grease. I’m not going to be able to push through this without a lot of hard work, so I’m just going to have to suck it up and put some effort in. I’m trying to “float through this” and it’s clearly not working. I’m going to have to take a proactive approach and take some positive steps toward my goal, beginning with actually doing my devotions for real from now on. That and avoiding any sources of temptation, including some “questionable pictures” on my harddrive that I’ve been holding on to. It’s time to give this over to God completely and stop keeping this part of my life to me.

[PlainsMustang]

ENTRY #10

Date of Entry: Monday, March 30, 2009 am
Date of WD: Early AM, same day
Days since Last WD: 10 (4 since MB)
Sleepwear: Nude
Position: Unknown

I had a dream that I had an SE last night. I don’t remember the particulars, but I was standing somewhere in my dream, fully clothed, and I suddenly had an SE. I didn’t wake from the orgasm, but I was fully aware of it, if that makes any sense. I woke what I think was about an hour later, and I rolled over into the stain, which instantly told me that the SE in my dream was really a WD. I was pretty well covered in ejaculate, and I made a pretty good mess of my bed and top sheet, so I’m really quite unsure of the position I was in when I came.

[unionac]

Hi!

Your log is very detailed, and fascinating!

I have several questions to you, if you don't mind answering:
1) Have you tried stimulating yourself throughout the day without ejaculating?.. did it have any effect on your WDs?
2) What effect did the Fruit of the Loom underwear have, in your opinion, on your WD? Have you attempted wearing them again?

Thank you, and good luck.

[PlainsMustang]

1) Have you tried stimulating yourself throughout the day without ejaculating?.. did it have any effect on your WDs?

I count any deliberate stimulation (ejaculation or not) as MB, and therefore I have never deliberately tried it to see what effect it has on WDs. Having said that, I have given in to temptation and edged in the past, and from what I've seen, it appears to increase the time between WDs. I have the most WDs when I busy myself with life and forget about sexual things completely.

2) What effect did the Fruit of the Loom underwear have, in your opinion, on your WD? Have you attempted wearing them again?

No effect. I have slept nude, with boxers, briefs, a jockstrap, pajama bottoms with and without underwear, and all without any apparent effect on WD frequency. I believe that WDs are mental, not physical.