Wet Dream Forum

Day 1

well, today was difficult. For the past few weeks my sleep schedule was totally haywire: I would sleep as soon as I got back from school, wake up at night, do homework, and sleep again at like 3 am. This had to be changed. It was soooo difficult staying awake after I got back from school. Finally I forced myself to treadmill and shower, and that did the trick. Hopefully with my sleep under control, it would also be easier to control my diet and mb-ing.

I didn't mb for a reason that I can't quite explain. I am totally convinced that God has done a work in me, for there is a new-found desire...a sort of purpose that arose within me. I wanted to start chasing after my goals (such as being a physics high school teacher) and live my life to the full. I wanted my body to feel good, and knew that I had to eat right and exercise to achieve that state. I wanted people to become more important to me, and thus had to stop mb-ing.

Back when I was a little kid I remember being so excited at the thought of playing with my friends that I would work extra hard in finishing homework so I would have time for them. I remember having goals that I wanted to fulfill so badly that I would work many hours to achieve it (such as learning 'Recuerdos de la Alhambra' on the classical guitar). I remember being very curious and aware of my surroundings, noticing the slightest details. Well, all these passions have subsided a great deal as I got older, due to the increase in dopamine depletion via mb-ing (http://www.reuniting.info/science/artic ... l_distress).

I want to live a happy, balanced life. And so today I fought for what I wanted (and am still fighting!)

Wish me luck ^^

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"The only fatal thing is to sit down content with anything less than perfection." -C.S. Lewis

Day 0

>_> i don't feel like writing today....but i'm not giving up!

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"The only fatal thing is to sit down content with anything less than perfection." -C.S. Lewis

Dude, BOnBOn, the last day I messed up was St. Pat's - so we are neck and neck. Remember how you felt when you wrote two posts ago! Don't have such a short-term memory! Let's kick each other in the butt and do this thing!!! All the way to glory!

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Current Day of Abstaining:3? (Upd8 3/29/2014)